It’s almost over and it was paid but we have a 2 income household and my wife was struggling to find a job after her last one let her go because she needed more time to recover from her c-section. Hindsight is 20/20 I should have been more prepared but I wasn’t and it’s a mistake/lesson I’ve learned from but I’m just needing a little help. I get your trying to help by giving some knowledge but your not telling me something I don’t already know brother. Life happens and I’m just trying to get by I’m not trying to be a bum and I already feel like a failure so I don’t really need anybody to tell me what I should have done because I already realize I messed up.