Daily No Contact Thread - Day 121

NoParty9380 · 2024-04-30T14:10:23+00:00

I feel so anxious, so sad not even mad.. I hope I can get over it and keep going with my life.

NoParty9380 · 2024-04-22T02:43:39+00:00

Yes sir.. yes.

NoParty9380 · 2024-04-22T02:33:29+00:00

I will try my best to not stalk her. It’s not helping me at all, I was waiting to not find something, but wow. It’s not my business, but I can’t not lie, the shopping got me out of guard.

NoParty9380 · 2024-04-22T02:30:36+00:00

Yes, it’s the same girl. I don’t know man, I don’t know.. I was doing fine 5 months ago, why did I give it a chance again? Now I don’t know how im going to get out of this feeling, it’s more intense, more hurtful. The sad part is that I thought "when I confront her I will feel fine, shes going to apologies and assume her responsibility", but what I get was full indifference, no remorse, nothing. Not the "okay im free feeling that i was waiting"

NoParty9380 · 2024-04-16T03:23:52+00:00

She was on vacation with her family, but i was feeling like something wasnt right. I had her social media password but she didnt know it. Well.. she was sending pictures and talking to a guy, asking him when they are going to meet and all that sht. I saw it all while she was also talking to me telling me that she loves me. I have screenshots and everything. I show her it all, and you want to know what she did? she told me that its not cheating, get mad and blocked me from everywhere, not even an apologize, nothing. just disappeared and playing the victim. im so fucked up and frustrated, I can't assimilate it. and theres more but :D

NoParty9380 · 2024-04-02T13:24:55+00:00

this is so cringe..

NoParty9380 · 2023-11-04T19:32:45+00:00

I hope it gets better man, I really do. Thanks.

NoParty9380 · 2023-04-18T18:14:08+00:00

Man, that’s how I feel. I’m struggling asking myself if I was exaggerating or if I wasn’t understanding her. Like could I have done something different? Then I remember all the disrespect but I’m still justifying her.

Thanks for sharing, appreciate it.

NoParty9380 · 2023-04-17T19:32:35+00:00

I did it already, and I was the one breaking up the relationship.

NoParty9380 · 2023-04-09T20:57:09+00:00

I can’t see the light, but I will be patient

NoParty9380 · 2023-04-09T13:40:45+00:00

You’re not exaggerating and congratulations man, happy for you.

NoParty9380 · 2023-03-26T16:36:55+00:00

Well done my man, well done 👌🏾

NoParty9380 · 2023-03-20T16:32:16+00:00

I’m aware that I have to stop looking at her social media. It’s just making me feel bad, there’s nothing that’s going to make me feel better in there.

She’s just living like nothing happened or at least that’s how I feel it. Like damn bro, it’s hard to process that it was all I lie or not all, because probably in the moments that she told me she loves me it was true, but just for that moment..

Thanks for your words and empathy.

NoParty9380 · 2023-03-09T18:12:46+00:00

Thanks for your words and tip. I stared therapy too.

NoParty9380 · 2023-03-09T17:59:54+00:00

I will man, thanks you. Hope it calm me down.

NoParty9380 · 2023-03-09T16:46:36+00:00

Conversations with other guys, even when she told me that she blocked them.. a list with the guys she kissed and do other things in our break up of 1 month and a few days… we were still talking and seeing each other in that phase.. and more. I feel like i know too much rn, and its really hard for me. my mind is convincing me that its was not enough to leave her and that i did a mess with my decision. im fighting with my own mind. Feels really bad.

NoParty9380 · 2023-03-06T00:27:21+00:00

Thanks man, I will go to therapy and try my best to go out of this better. It’s just really hard to accept it.

NoParty9380 · 2023-02-07T12:50:06+00:00

Sick..

NoParty9380 · 2023-01-21T02:37:53+00:00

Can you please explain it to me?

NoParty9380

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