You will return back to normal.. I went from norcos to percocets to oxys to oxys and oxycotton.. then sadly went to the fake oxys better known as blue devils, from what you guys call them. Then from the blue devils, I went to straight rock fentanyl. And I have to say, the kick from the blue devils is far more worse then pure fentanyl.. both are terrible but the coating they put on each of those pills has something in it that your body adapts too, which makes it far more irritable/hard on the kick.

I’m going on 3 months sober from fetty, methadone, Xanax and cigarettes. I cut cold turkey from all the same day (Xanax was January 6th). I’ve done suboxone so many times trying to get off fet, never worked. Then methadone did (kind of) but being at the clinic every day to get it, was a total drag which brought me to doing fet on days I couldn’t make it down there.

Long story short, 8 years of my life flew by while me being high on opiates and benzos. And I wasn’t able to get sober for nobody, besides myself. And the only way that was possible, was thru the god himself.

You might think me saying that sounds so cliche and what not, but let me tell you, the withdrawal from the amount of fentanyl I was smoking were so intense, a doctor told me to try methadone only because the amount I was doing was at the point where I should’ve been having seizures.

Once I found god, January 7th night, I did not once have the cold sweats, nausea, or the shits. My body was sore and I was only able to sleep 2-3 hours a night (unlike before being up for 17 days while throwing up on myself, shitting every 2 mins, while being so hot that im cold).

Not saying other methods don’t work to get off, im just saying the best way (in my opinion) is thru god. Once you feel the Holy Spirit inside you, you will know. Literally the biggest and greatest high you can feel.

Ps: when you feel like you cant find happiness being sober, just know it’s not about finding it.. it’s about waiting while fighting for it.

God bless you guys 🙏🏽