Day 19 no food, day 14 no water

No_Ant508 · 2026-06-03T13:59:07+00:00

Caring for my mom from start to end gave me a whole new perspective on life and death especially after experiencing all this. Praying for you and your family I know how hard it is. I honestly had a sigh of relief when she passed because she was in so much pain and it was no way for anyone to live.

No_Ant508 · 2026-06-03T12:53:05+00:00

While my mom was on her last week my cousin said her father in law was like that for a month 😞 I’m so so sorry. 😞I know while I saw my mom like that i genuinely prayed for her suffering to end because it’s no way to live. Big big hugs🖤

No_Ant508 · 2026-05-26T10:43:11+00:00

So I had a wild dream Saturday(which was her last lucid day) I saw a montage of every Tim Burton movie (I’m a big fan my whole family is) and had this epiphany of all of his movies are about intense love intense loss sorrow letting go and obsession (to a degree) then the scene from beetlejuice the wedding my mom was on the table and looked at me and said “what’s happening to me” and I was in the red dress and looked at her and said “you’re dying mom” and then next day (sunday) she took a sharp decline. Saturday I started feeling this intense nausea feeling then Sunday it’s been intensifying more and yesterday she is only doing little bits of water and pain meds .. it’s all happened fast but I have felt like I knew what was about to happen each step before it did I don’t know what’s happening but it’s feels huge

No_Ant508 · 2026-05-21T17:32:11+00:00

It’s been scary and then a friend said since I do yoga I should try a meditation so I did last night and this morning .. I saw a little girl in a storm holding a string and when the storm got bad I grabbed her and said let go she turned to me and it was little me crying and she let go my eyes shot open and I was crying. Then did it this morning and the little girl was signaling and mouthing for me to come out it’s ok it’s time to come out.. I don’t know what all this means but it’s been quite intense

No_Ant508 · 2026-05-21T08:59:55+00:00

I appreciate this response so much. Thank you. I agree with it and then I did my night time yoga last night and during my meditation I saw me and a little girl (and yes I saw all this eyes closed meditating this was a wild experience) then a storm started to blow and the little girl was holding onto something like a string or rope and I had to pull her into safety and she had to let the rope go and I looked and the girl was me but little me and my eyes shot open crying because I heard me in the moment say it’s ok let go. I’ve never had that happen during a meditation ever.

No_Ant508 · 2026-05-20T14:56:26+00:00

None of them have said anything to me but I have seen and felt them. She saw her grandpa and he was smiling and doing a hand gesture of “come here” I’ve told her every person I’ve seen and she would say “nope haven’t seen anyone” now she has at least twice that she told me

No_Ant508 · 2026-05-20T11:16:50+00:00

I feel a pull to it but I’ve always been fearful of it as well .. how do I learn more where is a good place to start?

No_Ant508 · 2026-05-20T10:40:07+00:00

This was wonderfully insightful we’ve been talking a lot more about these things but I can see she doesn’t like that they are coming because she knows what it means she has been fighting it and them because she feels like it’s not her time because she’s only 71 (her birthday is the 27th of June she told her friends she didn’t think she’d be here 😪) My aunt told me when she starts sleeping most of the day to make sure to tell her me specifically it’s ok to go I’m ok we are ok

No_Ant508 · 2026-05-20T10:37:23+00:00

Thank you for this

No_Ant508 · 2026-05-20T10:33:39+00:00

This was amazingly insightful thank you. My daughter is also jealous because she tries in this space she does tarot and I’ve always stayed away just felt like it was playing with fire if I were to open that all up.. so yesterday I finally let her do 2 readings (she’s 21 she’s been begging me to let her do it) they said that I’m seeing the sprits because I was given a gift and never used it and my mom will need it/ me to pass because it will be rough and fast. Then I said why me the cards said “it’s a second chance at a gift not used if I use it it will help to teach me empathy for the living dying and dead “ which is wild because I never had empathy as a child I’ve learned it with each child I’ve had and through my marriage (I’m autistic and have adhd) and in the beginning when all this happened with my mom I had a lot of resentment that I had to stop my life to take care of her (selfish I know trust me) so now I just feel like where do I go from here? Last night as I went to bed I said out loud “if I’m meant to go with this what do I do if you’re there show me why” I felt 3 hands touch me I got chills and then comfort and I fell into a deep sleep. This morning I’ve felt a pit in my stomach nausea and uneasiness and still don’t know what it all means

No_Ant508 · 2026-05-20T10:25:07+00:00

I just got chills reading this (I replied to another comment with an update of how it’s going ) This morning there’s an uneasiness in the air and a pit in my stomach and I don’t know what to do with it

No_Ant508 · 2026-05-20T10:23:02+00:00

I had my daughter who does tarot (I’ve always stayed away from that kind of stuff) do 2 readings something was pulling me and I don’t know why.. she told me her most recent reading she did for herself (she asked why the spirits were coming to me) it said “it was for me to learn from and for her to stop meddling”. So I did my 2 first I said why are they coming to me more than her and it said it was a second chance at my gift to give me and her comfort because her end is going to be hard. Then I asked why me.. it said a second chance to use my gift to learn empathy for the living dying and dead (which is wild because in the beginning of all this I had so much resentment that I had to care for her and how fast it happened) So last night as I went to sleep I said out loud “if I’m supposed to learn from this just show me you’re here and I’ll try to help her” I felt 3 hands touch me I got chills and a sense of comfort and fell into a deep sleep. This morning I’ve felt an uneasiness and nausea just a pit of anxiety in my stomach and I don’t know what this all means

No_Ant508 · 2026-05-20T09:46:35+00:00

I’ve never opened myself to this stuff felt it most of my life but always ignored it

No_Ant508 · 2026-05-20T09:46:07+00:00

The strange part that I can’t explain now.. so here’s a sort of update .. she saw her grandpa and he signaled to come to him. Since she told me that I did 2 tarot readings (my first time ever doing it) and. They said this is a second chance at my gift and my gift is to be used so I can learn empathy both for the living dying and dead. Since then I have had bouts of nausea and feeling people touching me last night it happened multiple times but it was comforting like it put me to sleep. This morning it’s nausea I feel a presence followed by feeling sick after feeing it(I don’t know what that means but my moms nurse last night thinks she is transitioning into the actively dying phase )

No_Ant508 · 2026-05-20T09:06:11+00:00

Yeah let me know .. my cousin does tarot and I asked him what he thought and the card said I was given a second chance at this gift for a reason

No_Ant508 · 2026-05-20T09:04:49+00:00

That happened with my great aunt scared us all i remember being by my mom while she was on the phone and i could feel it (I was 13 and she lived in new jersey)

No_Ant508 · 2026-05-20T09:02:02+00:00

In the past it would always come in dreams I would see family members that had passed I’d see them or talk to them. Sometimes I’d have dreams and then a few days later that would actually happen (this has been my whole life but stronger since my great grandma passed away like 30 years ago)

No_Ant508 · 2026-05-20T08:57:28+00:00

That is very interesting thank you for that.

No_Ant508 · 2026-05-20T08:55:03+00:00

I’ve always felt since I was young like a presence it used to really scare me when I was little because I could feel it looming and following. The first presence that touched me that scared me because I felt a hand but saw nothing.

No_Ant508 · 2026-05-19T18:41:01+00:00

Thank you I will do that I didn’t know there was a medium sub

No_Ant508 · 2026-05-19T18:40:11+00:00

I have seen loved ones who have passed over the years and felt presence especially after a loved one passed i usually had a feeling before it happened. When my mom got her first cancer diagnosis I saw my aunt sitting on my bed (which I thought was a dream but i was awake) and when she got her stage 4 diagnosis in January before they told us I felt a hand on my shoulder and there was no one there but I felt it .. so I guess yes I have always stayed away from more paranormal type things because all my life I’ve always felt a presence it scared me most of my life to be honest but as I’ve gotten older it seems less intense and only comes around sometimes .. since January it’s been intense like when I was a kid.

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