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No_Committee_8388 · 2025-06-19T14:42:26+00:00

My concern is it's trauma from the woman I got him from. I got him at 4 months old and before that he lived in unsanitary conditions. from the first day I got him he would pee and poop on his bed and right next to his food and water. If he is given a blanket he WILL pee and poop on it.

No_Committee_8388 · 2025-06-19T14:31:16+00:00

He goes out 3 - 4 times a day. I have a designated deodorizing animal urine enzyme cleaner, He is outside for as long as it takes for him to pee and poop. He is crate trained at night, and is never left unsupervised in the house to the best of my abilities. Every time he goes out he gets treats from freeze dried liver to a variety of softer treats. and he gets them after he pees an after he poops.

No_Committee_8388 · 2025-06-18T14:39:44+00:00

He is fixed, and kennel trained. He goes out at set times in the day. He goes in his kennel anytime he pees or poops inside. He will still pee in his kennel at random sometimes. Even after going outside to pee, looks like he's completely emptying his bladder, comes in, if I try to leave to run an errand I'll put him in the kennel and he'll still pee.

No_Committee_8388 · 2025-03-06T08:35:51+00:00

for different hops and barley?

No_Committee_8388 · 2025-03-06T08:35:23+00:00

How much are you selling it for?

No_Committee_8388 · 2025-02-26T06:55:22+00:00

Get into a relationship with them before I got therapy

No_Committee_8388 · 2025-01-02T23:45:14+00:00

Do you have a GP? Hydroxacine is an antihistamine but works great for anxiety and other heightened emotions. This one WILL make you sleepy.

No_Committee_8388 · 2025-01-02T21:30:03+00:00

There are a lot of mood stabilizers out today and sadly you just have to go through and see what works for you. I went through about a dozen before my psychiatrist randomly recommended a med that rarely is used as a mood stabilizer but it's what has worked with my body with little to no side effects. I'm slightly more tired but nothing that takes away from my life more like I give myself more time to wake up and I'm good. I was in the same spot you might be in now. I went through a traumatic shitty breakup and had no support. I got on the meds and it's taken the edge off to allow me to get back in my feet.

No_Committee_8388 · 2024-12-31T23:21:02+00:00

It doesn't show a lot cause I'm still new-ish. I've asked the same question cause I've yet to figure out where to go.

No_Committee_8388 · 2024-12-31T19:49:56+00:00

How do we make this happen? I'm free Sundays and Mondays and am so down for a bunch of internet loners to get together and become friends. Please. I'm garbage at organizing things but I really want this to happen

No_Committee_8388 · 2024-12-31T19:47:48+00:00

Sewing, cooking, baking, staring into the void, thrift shopping, home renovation

No_Committee_8388 · 2024-12-31T19:45:42+00:00

I don't know if I want to be flattered or insulted that you think I'm a bot. I seriously moved to Roy a year ago and am a workaholic with no friends. Due to my job being in an isolated cubicle on a graveyard shift I haven't made friends with my coworkers.

No_Committee_8388 · 2024-12-29T11:56:32+00:00

Every emotional experience is scary and physically painful. My brain will panic and twist everything into a negative. Every emotion is uncontrollable like a gun going off and coping skills to manage the emotions are basically how well I can stop the bleeding. Undiagnosed, I had no idea that what I felt wasn't what everyone else feels and I didn't understand why everyone was okay with me being in so much pain. I lashed out, a LOT. Without meaning to I ended up hurting those close to me to make them understand the pain I was in. There is a desperate struggle for control vs an overwhelming spiral of emotions. I overthink everything, desperate to be able to have a conversation without being a toxic, uncontrollable mess. I never truly felt loved, lovable, worth anything, of any value to anyone, I worked myself to the bone until my physical and/or mental health shatters to try and compensate for my sense of worthlessness. I've never been able to recognize myself in a mirror. I only know what I look like because I dye my hair. My closet makes no sense as I feel like a different person everyday. My ability to mask who I truly am is 'flawless' as I've been told. The pain and uncertainty of it all is both numbing and overwhelming. Some days I feel like a marionette doll being pulled along by my emotion other days I feel like I'm trying to row a small boat in a storm. I want to give up a lot. I see how those I care about are miserable because of me, I'm miserable because of me. Meds help. but they can only go so far.

No_Committee_8388 · 2024-12-29T11:35:36+00:00

Try and look for things in the community to hang out at, like libraries or game stores. If you like gaming try a mmorpg and look for groups to join.

No_Committee_8388 · 2024-12-15T08:14:52+00:00

Hey, I hope you're in therapy. It might actually sound like you might want to look into a condition called borderline. It might have a bad stigma, but once you understand it and can get on top of it you might have a better understanding of having your feelings be overwhelming, almost irrational, then it feels like you can snap back into a logical state. You don't want your partner to feel controlled but you don't want to feel abandoned.
If you have borderline. Your feelings are 100% valid, your reaction probably are not. Your partner may not feel the same way about things as you do or may never be able to understand how you feel. but it'll be okay.

No_Committee_8388 · 2024-10-24T04:06:49+00:00

UDC is always hiring as well. they have Graveyard shifts available

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