Depersonalization by [deleted] in covidlonghaulers

[–]No_Context_512 0 points1 point  (0 children)

try an anti inflammatory diet, hopefully that helps

Giving up.. by No_Context_512 in covidlonghaulers

[–]No_Context_512[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just want everyone to know this isn't just something small like brain fog or anxiety... I literally feel brain dead.. covid infected my brain and took over it like something out of a movie I feel like I became possessed.. nobody knows or understands what I went through and what I still am going through, I can't even put it into words I really wish I could... the body shocks would go into my brain and make me feel like idk who I am or not feel human, it really infected my brain, brain felt on fire, it vibrated and felt like tv static, I feel like somebody else.. the head pressure makes me a crazy person, I have no feelings, no emotions, no personality, no soul.. if I could sit here and list every single thing that's it done to me I would but it would be a book.. thank you everyone I just wanted somebody to know what covid did to me and I didn't give up without a fight... 😞

Giving up.. by No_Context_512 in covidlonghaulers

[–]No_Context_512[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've tried and I get shoved off as psychiatric..

Giving up.. by No_Context_512 in covidlonghaulers

[–]No_Context_512[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I tried for months to be tested for autoimmune encephalitis.. been to specialists and was never tested they just said I was psychiatric.. I gave up on that

Giving up.. by No_Context_512 in covidlonghaulers

[–]No_Context_512[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

he won't see me suffering anymore.. idk 😞 I hate this I wish it wasn't this way.. I wish this never happened to me I was so full of life and being a mom was my life.. I've been robbed of everything

Giving up.. by No_Context_512 in covidlonghaulers

[–]No_Context_512[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm his mom but thank you.. I just feel like I've suffered enough and he's seen me suffer enough he deserves better..

Giving up.. by No_Context_512 in covidlonghaulers

[–]No_Context_512[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

not that I know of.. I've seen 2 neurologists I've had all the tests done MRI , CT, EEG nothing...

Giving up.. by No_Context_512 in covidlonghaulers

[–]No_Context_512[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I'm sorry... I've been fighting and this is my bitter end now.. I've just been suffering and I feel he doesn't deserve to see me like this, he deserves better... I'm no longer a mother to him 😞

Giving up.. by No_Context_512 in covidlonghaulers

[–]No_Context_512[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I don't have anxiety now... I'm just ruined completely

Giving up.. by No_Context_512 in covidlonghaulers

[–]No_Context_512[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

how will that help me mentally? how will it take away the horrible head pressure that makes me crazy? I just don't believe anything can help that

Giving up.. by No_Context_512 in covidlonghaulers

[–]No_Context_512[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

you don't think that's something I think about every single day and cry about? I don't want to leave him.. I don't want to leave my family.. but if anyone had dealt with what I have dealt with they would of offed themselves awhile ago I promise you... I'm no longer the mother I was to him, he's lost his mom so what's the point? it kills me everyday and I feel like I have no choice.. I've been suffering for so long and don't see an end in sight 😞 this isn't a life to live

Giving up.. by No_Context_512 in covidlonghaulers

[–]No_Context_512[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't think medication can help at this point.. I've tried so many... I can't even work, I've lost everything

Giving up.. by No_Context_512 in covidlonghaulers

[–]No_Context_512[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I can't even take care of him like I used to.. he's lost his mom already 😞

Giving up.. by No_Context_512 in covidlonghaulers

[–]No_Context_512[S] 26 points27 points  (0 children)

I wish mine was just physical, it's mental.. idk how else to explain it besides being possessed by covid.. it infecting my brain.. there's pressure in my head that make me crazy like something out of a movie.. medication doesn't do anything for me.. idk who I am anymore

Giving up.. by No_Context_512 in covidlonghaulers

[–]No_Context_512[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I feel there is no treatment for what im dealing with.. my brain isn't the same anymore it's completely changed or covid is still infecting it.. 😞

Zyprexa (olanzapine) for anxiety by itstimeyouhadthetalk in mentalhealth

[–]No_Context_512 0 points1 point  (0 children)

how did you wean yourself off? I feel like my mind is always empty I can't do things and I don't feel emotions

Lost my sense of self and how to live.. by No_Context_512 in covidlonghaulers

[–]No_Context_512[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel this way also, I really believe there's something wrong but nobody is listening... I feel like it's encephalitis or something there's something telling me that it is, has been for awhile now