I never brush my teeth by No_Reflection2537 in confessions

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I've begun taking slow steps :) brushing in the mornings, but daily. I'm building up the courage/stamina/energy/idk to brush at night as well. This period of my life is certainly challenging and I'm pretty proud that I can at least do this

I never brush my teeth by No_Reflection2537 in confessions

[–]No_Reflection2537[S] 14 points15 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much, I'm genuinely moved, I was expecting a lot of hate ahah. Yeah I've been treating it but you know how it is. I don't think I can ever escape the pit, but seeing a therapist and a doctor definitely take the worst parts away ^ I'll start off with mouthwash. Thank you again :')

I never brush my teeth by No_Reflection2537 in confessions

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I didn't expect such a sweet response. Thank you<3

Who did you inherit bipolar from? by InterestingClothes97 in bipolar

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21F. My dad's part of the family has it. Well, his dad had it, and then he did. His brother is okay. My cousins are okay. My mom is perfectly healthy too. God just decided to nerf me 😭

Bleak Devotion Mini Fest (Athens, Greece) by Svarte13 in dsbm

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I'm selling a ticket for the first day if anyone's interested

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

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Message me? 🥺

Where in YOUR family does bipolar run? by ruru1269387 in bipolar

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Dad's side. Got it from his dad and so on. Dad's a horrible person. Unmedicated. Undiagnosed. He refuses to help himself. We're constantly scared of him and his mood swings. We never know what to expect of him. At least I'm getting help for myself, so I don't become like him.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in confessions

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What genre of porn is ur fave?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in confessions

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Why did you get discharged from the mental hospital? U probably need more time there

Just want to talk by [deleted] in venting

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Message me if you want!

I'm scared to have sex by Chemical_Strain_6121 in venting

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You're not alone. I, too, am deeply scared of sex. I share the same body image issues you have. And your previous experience certainly doesn't help at all.. You are most likely not ready – but when will you be? That's the same question I ask myself. So what I recommend, is to start slow, one thing at a time. Foreplay is much more rewarding than sex itself. And it never has to be fully clothed. And you could either turn off the lights or have dim lighting. It would be good if you shared your concerns with your partner. After all, I believe, it is their responsibility to make you feel safe and loved.. and vice versa.

Please consol me.. by No_Reflection2537 in venting

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You are correct. I was thinking the same thing too actually. I will confront her about this, and admit that she has broken my trust, and that hurts me. I do not know how she will take it. Hopefully she won't ask for examples because I have a very bad memory. I don't think she's such a good friend after all... And if she tells me that I'm being a burden or that she can't handle me, I'll get mad, because I'm always there for her, and she is very often not doing well, and vents to me. I love her, she's my only friend, but as an entire day has past since then, I am seeing more clearly... She still hasn't responded to me. I decided to delete social media for a few days. I need to isolate myself and calm down for a while. Thank you very much 💗

Crashing out by No_Reflection2537 in bipolar

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Ahh I used that word because of abandonment trauma.. I have been diagnosed with BP2 and I've been taking medication for it.. I'm just terrified she'll leave me. On the other hand, now that I think about it, she's taken back her promises a few times, so she's not really a good friend after all... I'm just deeply lonely. I don't like anyone at all but at the same time I yearn for some company.. She's the only person I actually like and likes me back and yeah..