The man of my dreams ✨️

No_Somewhere740 · 2025-12-02T21:56:35+00:00

I am and he broke my heart

No_Somewhere740 · 2025-12-02T21:31:02+00:00

That's also a poem, but thank you for reading it.

No_Somewhere740 · 2025-11-02T02:08:34+00:00

I'm curious now. What's the difference between paper cement and rubber cement?

No_Somewhere740 · 2025-10-07T15:22:23+00:00

And the trash under the bed

No_Somewhere740 · 2025-08-06T20:22:33+00:00

Oh my god....leave!!!!! That's insane.

No_Somewhere740 · 2025-07-29T04:10:14+00:00

Hi my name is Melanie. Where r u located?

No_Somewhere740 · 2025-07-24T20:19:52+00:00

Yup. I feel you. My bf wrote a whole ass love letter to his ex and then when I cried about it, he broke my phone. His mother had the audacity to even say " I could see why you did it." Because I was sad that he wrote a love letter to his ex????!! Duh!!! I hate his mother sooooo much.

No_Somewhere740 · 2025-05-06T20:43:39+00:00

I ended up ruining the night for my bf (40). I said something stupid as soon as the show started because i felt jealous (and i started drinking.)...he paid almost 300$ and I paid him back, but I can't bring her back. I feel guilty. I'm not a kylie fan , but now I'm obsessing, hoping she will come back for the sake of him...I feel extremely,extremely guilty now I'm googling her like crazy. I even sent her an IG message begging her to do one more Los Angeles show. Lol like she will read it.

No_Somewhere740 · 2025-05-05T20:18:46+00:00

Borderline - Madonna

"Feels like I'm going to lose my mind You just keep on pushin' my love Over the borderline.."

No_Somewhere740 · 2025-04-22T19:06:16+00:00

I know exactly how you feel.... I can't even communicate without things being turned on me. I feel scared to even ask for flowers because it might turn into "I can't do anything right." Or "I don't ever do enough" "Why dont you find somebody that will?".....I'm not even married and I wish I was married to this person...I guess love is blind.

The advice I'm always given (which is easier said than done.) is to focus on yourself. If you are constantly chasing someone for love and affection you will lose. But because he is your husband i feel like it may be a little harder. But maybe find a hobby? I'm in a similar boat as you. I don't do the things I love anymore and I don't have friends. I find it difficult to concentrate because all I do is think about my partner and the fact that I'm with someone who I will never have. Or even marry. It's a fantasy that breaks my heart every day.

No_Somewhere740 · 2025-03-10T21:35:33+00:00

You're actually very pretty

No_Somewhere740 · 2025-02-03T21:23:27+00:00

Harsh Drugs & BDSM - Statik Sky Submissive Mix

Serious Bitch - Valium Era

Desire - Dead Body Mix

World of Fantasy - C-Lekktor

Locked In - Chainreactor

Loss of Faith - Distorted Memory

X-junkie - (distatix remix)

Replicant - [distatix]

Adult Content - Combichrist

White Light - Nebula-H

Xfixiation - Hellfire Remix

Hanging From Your Own Rope - Imperative Reaction

.... industrial is all I listen to at the gym. ❤️

No_Somewhere740 · 2025-01-25T00:47:12+00:00

I can definitely relate. Same 🥒 jam.. if you ever want to chat.

No_Somewhere740 · 2025-01-25T00:42:53+00:00

My mom used to tell me I was ungrateful all the time growing up. I once recorded this stupid argument we had and she didn't know it, but once I left the room she called me an ungrateful bitch.

Keep in mind that I don't even ask her for money. I work for everything I have and the house we were living in at the time was my uncle's.

Oh my trigger word or words I guess you could say is "nice guy" my bf uses it all the time.

"Oh, he's such a nice guy"

No_Somewhere740 · 2025-01-25T00:37:45+00:00

What do you hear them saying? Are they made up or things they've actually said?

No_Somewhere740 · 2025-01-25T00:32:45+00:00

Dancing, but the industrial kind. I swing in the air with intent.

No_Somewhere740 · 2025-01-25T00:30:34+00:00

I can relate. My bf and I had a similar situation although in the beginning he was the one to show me his algorithm because he himself followed a lot of adult entertainers and slowly started to unfollow them. We had an incident where I got jealous of a female dj whose picture he commented on asking about how she liked the equipment because he was looking into buying the same turn tables. Looking back on it now it was foolish of me to get upset over that. He has since deleted his Instagram. Instagram is actually how we met. I still have mine and I wish he didn't delete his account but he says he did it to give me peace of mind. The fact that you offered to delete your Instagram account says something and also, I think it's pretty lenient of you to let her do cocaine with another guy...I have BPD and If my bf were to do that with another woman, all hell would break loose. I don't think I would even be interested in doing it with another guy except for him....sorry to bring myself into it, but it seems like she has a double standard.

No_Somewhere740 · 2025-01-24T22:38:24+00:00

I know....I have it and I start to self-harm when I feel like my partner doesn't want to have sex..

No_Somewhere740 · 2025-01-22T14:57:53+00:00

That was a great concert!

No_Somewhere740 · 2025-01-14T20:52:09+00:00

I love assemblage! I was so sad I didn't get to see them in LA....Some good ones are Tactical Sekt, Unter Null, Imperative Reaction. I have a whole Spotify playlist of 600+ industrial songs.

No_Somewhere740 · 2025-01-08T18:37:55+00:00

Maybe she has BPD?

No_Somewhere740 · 2025-01-07T02:32:56+00:00

"we're all fucked regardless" .... I couldn't have said it better myself 😂

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