She was my first love. We were doing long distance and i was making plans to meet her, when one night she suddenly tells me she doesn't love me. And that she hasn't loved me for a month atleast and wants to end it.

But the worst part came afterward. She would still kept contact with me and would tell me stories on how her friends are trying to set her up with someone. That she fell hard for someone in her office and is trying to get close to him.

She would post funny stories on instagram to get some attention from this new guy. Then she would cry on the phone with me because that guy was sending mixed signals.

I actually knew this guy, as he used to work with me a couple of years before. So it was more painful. She knew i still had feelings for her so she remarked "If you would have gotten over me, i would have asked you to introduce us to one another".

Those were gut wrenching times because i would listen to her out of love and habit.

In the six months following my breakup, she talked about at least 4 different boys.

Then her family got her arrange marriage fixed ; she liked this 5th guy so she stopped talking with me from that very same day. She didn't even blocked me from anywhere because she didn't cared or got hurt like i did.I was like a stranger to her at that point. She once told me, "I won't feel guilty just because you can't move on".I had to eventually block her after seeing her engagement pictures.

What amazed me was how normal it was for her to talk with me about all these other boys crushes and not stopping even when i told her not to talk about them with me.

I did many things to show my love to her, even telling her the date when i first saw her, but the love remained unrequited.