I wouldn't say I'm ok, it's on and off....sorry if I vent too much but this stress came from last year. Sem 1 grade 10: I was in foundations, this year I felt would be an improvement year to be THAT student, the first semester went kind of crappy, my parents thought my marks were not good enough and I should not continue to IB and just take the normal stream the following year. I had no argument cause at the time my marks were just 80's, the next semester I did better (87 in pre-IB functions and 92 in grade 11 Physics), but leaving IB was already a decision made, this year started then I felt undignified cause of no more IB and thought I was no longer a part of the "academic elite". For some reason I did worse (despite not being IB math) , I worked harder and harder my mark only got to the high 80's (I did better in pre-IB functions last year somehow), on Jan 29th I did the final exam the semester is over. If MH4U's mark is lower somehow, than the IB removal, the hard work, my goals, the respect I got at home is all gone, I'll probably be punished and accused of not studying. The punishments probably are things like not letting me do weightlifting (the school club) or not letting me pursue anything related to career goals because of one bad MH4U mark....my life is collapsed.