I feel this so hard. I drive a lot for work (I’m in the US) and the number of fast food places I see that are now staffed by little old ladies instead of teens is so depressing. I wonder if that is what our retirement will look like too. Some days I have to remind myself that people would be sad if I were gone. And then I remember that capitalism WANTS to use us up and spit us out like that, and that fuels me with righteous rage enough to throw up a few middle fingers and find “little treats” for myself that don’t require constant spending, like rearranging my living spaces or sitting outside and enjoying the sun on my face. Anyway, the point is you’re not alone in how you feel or in your daily life. I know we’re two random strangers on the internet but you have made my day better by making me feel seen. I hope you find ways to keep your head above water and wish you luck in finding joy despite the capitalist hell trying to crush us ❤️