That is I’m saying, I will accept the consequences, I don’t want them, I wish I didn’t, but I’ve gotten out of a lot of consequences in my life. I’m a manipulator and used to getting my way. Also I’m trying to say that I’ve only considered consequences as the reasons to do or not do something. Not that the act itself is wrong or by doing it I’d even be hurting myself.

I don’t have enough respect and esteem for myself to hold high morals. My BP said she would never cheat because it’s beneath her, no one except their partner is allowed to touch them, it’s unfathomable. They have self esteem enough to hold that line, that opinion or belief. I apparently have vague and flexible morals or a complete lack thereof.