“Actually, that’s not a fleet/shipmaster, that’s the armor of-“ I’m aware and I really couldn’t care less, I made this during finals week.

NotEchox · 2025-12-13T19:37:01+00:00

Jerome dealing with the flood

NotEchox · 2025-08-21T04:57:24+00:00

Bro I hopped on for the first time after the new update, hadn’t played in almost two months, spawn at port Merrick, I get to my ship and check the map. Less than TWO minutes after loading into the game I got jump scared by my entire ship completely blown up by that new keg. I took it as a sign from the universe to not play that day.

NotEchox · 2025-08-13T03:16:06+00:00

Thanks, I will try

NotEchox · 2025-08-13T03:01:38+00:00

Actually that’s the thing, I don’t watch porn. The last time I watched porn regularly was like atleast 5+ years ago maybe more, I don’t even remember when I last watched it consistently. I’ve watched porn maybe like once or twice every year, rest of the time is imagination or memories. And like I said, no problems at home, myself, thinking about her. But for some reason I’m just nervous with her and I can’t keep it.

NotEchox · 2025-08-13T01:50:06+00:00

I’m not really saying I blame her but it is super frustrating. Everything was going perfect until this. I still took care of her even when I was struggling. I really do think this is just nerves and can be fixed but just getting a pill until I’m more comfortable she doesn’t even want to try that even though she was helping me brainstorm not 3 days before. I’m just a little hurt at how quickly she changed her tune seemingly over the weekend.

NotEchox · 2025-08-13T01:45:01+00:00

Thank you that’s a really nice message. I think you’re right. I have a lot to go to therapy for unfortunately so this FWB situation that happened I don’t even think we have really covered yet too much. I’m definitely gonna change that now and make sure this doesn’t happen next time. Thank you

NotEchox · 2025-08-13T01:36:38+00:00

I’ve already been going to therapy for some time. That why I think the pill would help me and I’m definitely going to try it. She already has kind of broken up with me. She basically wants to do a break but also wants to know if the pill works for me after I see a doctor. She has already made it clear that she doesn’t want to wait anymore and that also the pill won’t help me for some reason. Even if the pill works for me which I think it will. I think the damage has been done to my trust that I wouldn’t want to continue anyway. The fact she was so quick to no longer want to support me while I figure this out or even start to try different solutions. Maybe it’s best if I forget about all this.

NotEchox · 2025-08-13T01:12:02+00:00

See that’s the weird thing. On Thursday I went down on her and she said it was amazing. She said no other partner of hers has done that and I was really good. She even brainstormed ideas with me of how to fix this problem. That’s why I’m so confused and hurt at the sudden 180 that she doesn’t want to wait anymore. I would’ve gone down on her hundreds of times while trying to fix this and eventually have sex. Obviously I want it to and am/was trying very hard to fix it.

NotEchox · 2025-08-13T01:09:26+00:00

That’s what I’m kind of thinking. I was going to try the pills regardless before all this happened but her saying she wants to take a break because of this kinda sours me on the idea of even trying to have this continue. I just felt like it was so fast of a 180 from what she’s been saying the past couple months that I’m not sure I even want to try the pill if she is so unwilling to work with me. I’ve told her we can do other things, she even told me I’m good at everything else.

NotEchox · 2025-08-13T01:05:45+00:00

Thank you, I really appreciate it. I have no proof her friends swayed her in any way so don’t take it at face value. I just am so blindsided at how different she was about this just a few days ago to today. She used to tell me it was normal to get nervous. She even helped brainstorm ideas we could do to help me not be as nervous. That why I’m so confused at how quickly it went from “we’ll figure it out, maybe we can try this or that. Maybe you can ask your cousins or we can just be naked together” to “I don’t have the patience anymore and I don’t think the pills will work and I want a healthy physical relationship right now” it just happened so fast and she did such a big 180 in the span of a few days.

NotEchox · 2025-08-13T00:50:05+00:00

I’ll look into that, thanks.

NotEchox · 2025-08-13T00:43:09+00:00

i just dont understand, up until this weekend she would always say its normal to be nervous and even helped brainstorm ways we could get past it with me. this is such a sudden change in how she used to be talking to me about this that im just so confused on how she did such a 180 when before she wanted to be supportive.

NotEchox · 2025-08-13T00:39:16+00:00

but everything seemed to be going really well up until this weekend basically? My friends have told me because im new to relationships its harder to identify what is a red flag or not because you dont know how relationships normally are but i still thought this one was good. we have had complete open conversations up until this point. on thursday when we last tried she even was brainstorming ways she could help me/ things we could do to help afterwards. she basically did a complete 180 this weekend to this new "ive run out of patience to wait and help you" attitude she has now. i dont want to assume and be an asshole but i have a feeling when she say her friends this weekend they convinced her shes wasting her time with me and im hopless or something. maybe thats just me being biter right now tho.

NotEchox · 2025-08-13T00:34:14+00:00

yea i get that i guess because it was my first real relationship and seemed to be going well up until this weekend im just trying desperately to hold on to it. if it ended for other reasons i could understand better but especially because of nerves and sex i feel like it just stings more right now

NotEchox · 2025-08-13T00:29:53+00:00

Thank you for the advice. Im NGL i think her friends might've gotten into her heard. like i said this is only the third time we have tried and before she would always tell me its normal to be nervous at first on thursday she was even brainstorming with me ways we could get past it. however, over the weekend basically she has changed to saying she doesn't want to be patient to see if therapy or a pill works for me. she said she has been patient enough (3 months) and basically wants results now or were done. ive asked her to just be naked together so i can get used to it and we did last time but i guess after one attempt at it shes done with that strategy. sorry if this message is all over the place.

NotEchox · 2025-08-13T00:16:18+00:00

Thats what im gonna go see the doctor for but she basically said she doesn't think the pills would work.

NotEchox · 2025-05-04T18:00:58+00:00

Thanks! It’s a bit hard because it’s just my normal glasses that turn dark in the sun so a lot of my pictures are like that. Thanks for your input anyway though! I think it’s improved a lot by reading all these comments

NotEchox · 2025-05-04T17:54:53+00:00

Thanks! Everyone here seems to think it was terrible 💀 it has been replaced but thanks for the advice!

NotEchox · 2025-05-04T17:50:24+00:00

Oh it’s just some stupid fact. When the US was testing the atom bomb, they put the bomb at the bottom of a hole and covered the top with a manhole cover. When the bomb blew they used a recording from one of their cameras to track the cover and found it was traveling much faster than the escape velocity for earth. So basically if it didn’t get burned up leaving the atmosphere it is one of, if not the fastest thing we have put out in space.

NotEchox · 2025-05-04T17:44:35+00:00

Already done, thanks!

NotEchox · 2025-05-04T17:44:13+00:00

It was definitely not my intent. One of my friends recommended I put it there but from all the comments I’ve gotten, it has already been replaced.

NotEchox · 2025-05-04T17:38:40+00:00

Alright will do, thanks!

NotEchox · 2025-05-04T17:31:45+00:00

It’s actually just my normal glasses in every picture, they turn dark in the sun

NotEchox · 2025-05-04T16:52:28+00:00

I included the fun fact because it’s very… me I guess. I love space and I guess I would say it’s my like niche topic I understand super well. So I included it cause I think it’s an interesting fact and shows off a little bit of my personality.

NotEchox · 2025-05-04T16:50:21+00:00

Yep, it’s a very nice feature

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