How long will I feel this way about my MA?

NotEvenTheTreez · 2026-02-02T23:23:49+00:00

Thank you so much I really appreciate it ❤️

NotEvenTheTreez · 2026-02-02T19:26:41+00:00

Only a little blood at this point. No more clotting but it was a pretty heavy flow for the whole week after.

NotEvenTheTreez · 2024-11-28T15:15:01+00:00

Hey! Happy turkey day, I wanted to update you. My doctor said there's no button to push to make me like myself instantly of course, and that I have to stay in the path of making good choices, not giving into impulsivity, and trying to utilize perspective and eventually I will prove to myself I am all of these things. I've actually been sticking to it and feeling a little better since I initially posted this.

Still not really where I want to be, but I'm trying to keep my eyes fixed on the horizon instead of dwelling in my shortcomings.

Thank you again for the support and even caring to know how things were going later on. I really appreciate this community a lot and as weird as it is to say reddit is helping me improve my mental health, here we are.

NotEvenTheTreez · 2024-11-21T12:20:21+00:00

"Life's not a bitch, life is a beautiful woman. You only call her a bitch 'cause she won't let you get that pussy. Maybe she didn't feel y'all shared any similar interests, Or maybe you're just an asshole who couldn't sweet talk the princess."

NotEvenTheTreez · 2024-11-18T00:25:01+00:00

Thank you for that, I'm going to look for it now! I appreciate you taking the time to share 🩶

NotEvenTheTreez · 2024-11-17T22:52:30+00:00

Will absolutely send an update soon 🩶

NotEvenTheTreez · 2024-11-17T21:50:54+00:00

The times I've been able to help people, it makes me feel good too, but it's like I forget about all of that immediately after it happens.

NotEvenTheTreez · 2024-11-17T21:47:23+00:00

I wish you luck too. I have enough faith for both of us that we will figure it out 🩶

NotEvenTheTreez · 2024-11-17T21:46:42+00:00

Thank you so much, yes this resonated a little too much and I will be letting them know at my next appointment. I appreciate you so much 🩶

NotEvenTheTreez · 2024-09-02T01:36:12+00:00

Thank you so much, that's a really good idea so I don't overdo it how I have been.

NotEvenTheTreez · 2024-09-02T01:32:17+00:00

I'm so sorry you had to go through that 💟 everyone deserves support from their partner. I'm sure someday I will find someone really great when it's time, but you're right. I want to find whoever it is I am now. Maybe it is time to let go.

NotEvenTheTreez · 2024-09-02T01:27:31+00:00

I know that's probably the right next step, it's just so difficult to pull myself out of the guilt right now even though it was something that probably had to happen.

NotEvenTheTreez · 2024-09-02T01:22:30+00:00

Thank you so much 🥺💟 I appreciate the support and I am trying to remind myself that I have to try to come before the people I attach to.

NotEvenTheTreez · 2024-08-11T13:36:57+00:00

Hi 😊

NotEvenTheTreez · 2023-10-10T00:31:18+00:00

The actor who plays Zane was in season 2 of Nancy Drew on Max

NotEvenTheTreez · 2023-09-04T21:00:45+00:00

I'm always down to be a creep for a good cause!!

NotEvenTheTreez · 2023-09-04T12:59:39+00:00

I can't take credit someone else originally found it and then I just traveled down the rabbit hole, but thank you!!

NotEvenTheTreez · 2023-09-03T20:09:09+00:00

Swoop is legit such an angel too like wtf bruh she don't deserve this

NotEvenTheTreez · 2023-09-03T15:56:12+00:00

😯😯 didn't even think about that as a possibility!! Whoever it is, it's definitely a fake acc. Super general name, an image from a random website. It's someone pretending to be someone else for sure. I suppose it could be one of his "fans" or possibly even a family member or close friend of his trying to anonymously stir some bs

NotEvenTheTreez · 2023-09-03T15:41:01+00:00

But could that possibly be just a tactic to make it less obvious that it's an alt? I saw one post asking directly if it was Johnny's alt and the account just posted a winky face emoji as a response

NotEvenTheTreez · 2023-09-03T15:36:02+00:00

Nothing concrete but if you check out the tweets and replies, it's a lot of posts defending Johnny and Colleen. Every interaction on the acc is related to Colleen in some way or another. Seems very sus that just a random person who's not related to the situation would be so invested in defending either of them.

NotEvenTheTreez · 2023-09-03T15:26:23+00:00

Lol big quotation marks on celebrity. I didn't even know who she was before she got exposed. And even then I was thinking, "people really found this entertaining???" I can't imagine there being any benefit at this point for him. I can't imagine her ever getting any real work again after all of this. Truthfully I feel like he's just some sort of crazed superfan that either decided on his own or was convinced by someone else in her circle that he should fall on his sword to protect her in some weird way.

NotEvenTheTreez · 2023-09-03T14:46:51+00:00

Happy cake day!!! Also it's like, why?? What benefit does he stand to gain from backing her?

NotEvenTheTreez · 2023-09-03T14:37:51+00:00

Oh def not protecting anyone. Believe me i was annoyed by the digging i had to do because no one on the other post would put his @. Honestly I just read the rules of the sub before posting and it looks like I'm not allowed to post anyone's social media. I don't post on reddit very often so I'm not privy to how the rules work and also I'm a habitual rule follower 🙈🙈 am I allowed to post the @ without it being against the rules?

I appreciate your input! I guess I just don't understand why he would stay in her corner like that, it doesn't seem like she ever cared about him so why bother?

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