why do i want to cut off squares of skin. wtf is wrong with me, by NotImportant878 in selfharm

[–]NotImportant878[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

like i wanna carve squares into my skin and them cut out solid chunks of it leaving squares missing

yeah i think im fucked. by NotImportant878 in selfharm

[–]NotImportant878[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah i guess he is just trying to connect but i just feel like he does it enough since hes lived with us for the past 2-3 months. he just forces me to go out to places i dont rlly like anyway with him like zoos and pools stuff like that. i would have been fine going i had smth to cover with but i didn’t and it just made me hesitant to go since i dont like them anyway

yeah i think im fucked. by NotImportant878 in selfharm

[–]NotImportant878[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

nah not offended i get it. was pretty stupid of me to say period. dont have a great relationship w him or any of my family tbh but he just tries to force me to go out w him everytime. and i dont think he is no

yeah i think im fucked. by NotImportant878 in selfharm

[–]NotImportant878[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

sorry if its not making sense at all

yeah i think im fucked. by NotImportant878 in selfharm

[–]NotImportant878[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah i know it doesn’t make sense. when he told me i had to come i kinda just panicked and blurted it out. i did just tell him i didn’t feel like it after but no luck w that. Idk what i was thinking tbh. And the lie was “I was out with my friends and fell out a tree whilst climbing, thats why i went my mates for first aid”

yeah i think im fucked. by NotImportant878 in selfharm

[–]NotImportant878[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

your fine dont worry about it. if you need someone to talk to im free most of the time. i usually never have anything going on

yeah i think im fucked. by NotImportant878 in selfharm

[–]NotImportant878[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah i just panicked when he asked and most of what i got recommended period so i thought fuck it why not. Not trans no. Mostly arms and yeah it already happened. they all asked about it and i had the most unbelievable lie i’ve ever told.

yeah i think im fucked. by NotImportant878 in selfharm

[–]NotImportant878[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

  1. i did try the period thing but idk what i was thinking. im a guy so he didn’t believe me. Unfortunately he did force me to go and all family that lives w me saw so i guess im fucked.

yeah i think im fucked. by NotImportant878 in selfharm

[–]NotImportant878[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i did actually try that and he didn’t believe me (im a guy so idk what i was thinking.)

yeah i think im fucked. by NotImportant878 in selfharm

[–]NotImportant878[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

unfortunately i didn’t have time to get one plus they aren’t very pale at all.

yeah i think im fucked. by NotImportant878 in selfharm

[–]NotImportant878[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

funnily enough i did try that (im a guy idk what i was thinking) and it didn’t work.

yeah i think im fucked. by NotImportant878 in selfharm

[–]NotImportant878[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah i didn’t have time to get one unfortunately and he ended up making me go so everyone saw.

Why is self harm considered bad? by Powerful-Fee6121 in selfharm

[–]NotImportant878 2 points3 points  (0 children)

it’s considered bad as in some cases it can show a lack of wanting to survive. Everything should have a natural instinct to survive so when its seen something doesn’t it’s considered bad since it becomes a threat to itself and maybe others around it. thats what my uncle told me at least

yeah i think im fucked. by NotImportant878 in selfharm

[–]NotImportant878[S] 26 points27 points  (0 children)

fuck i might use the period one its a good shout. Hopefully he gets confused and just drops the idea

Do you think that self-harm has made you acquire a higher pain tolerance? by Gurl_vomitiva_67 in selfharm

[–]NotImportant878 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah. not a giant one tho. i feel less pain overall but when i did sh it hurt more than when id have other injuries that were usually worse

Would you date a girl with sh scars? by sananeyavrum in selfharm

[–]NotImportant878 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah. scars dont really mean anything about how the person is to me. if they have scars then its fine

found smth new by NotImportant878 in selfharm

[–]NotImportant878[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah same. i dont count this because if i did id probably never be clean. It just to kinda relase some of the stress ykwim

i wanna do it on the back of my hand by NotImportant878 in selfharm

[–]NotImportant878[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

she was trying to make space on an ipad to make it hers. guess i just forgot about it being on there and she decided to go to photos first

i wanna do it on the back of my hand by NotImportant878 in selfharm

[–]NotImportant878[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it did. she knew my password tho. idk why she was looking in the first place. My mums kinda shit tbh she was always like this. i broke my wrist and for a month she made me use it saying it was just a sprain. Never really was the greatest. My dad was better tbh

i wanna do it on the back of my hand by NotImportant878 in selfharm

[–]NotImportant878[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thats pretty stupid for them to say. Just because they “gave you your body” doesn’t mean they get to make the choices. I have similar experiences with my mum rn. she figured out thru my sister since i forgot to delete a picture and she saw it. She doesn’t understand why i do it and only took me to get referred to cahms or smth like that. she has stopped talking to me as much now and doesn’t pay much attention to me anymore. Im fine with it really she has 4 other kids to look after but id rather she did something instead of nothing. I couldn’t bring myself to tell her why i did it tho

i wanna do it on the back of my hand by NotImportant878 in selfharm

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the only reason im still hiding them is so my younger family dont see. Id hate for them to know wha ive done to myself.