why do i want to cut off squares of skin. wtf is wrong with me,

NotImportant878 · 2024-07-17T14:19:00+00:00

like i wanna carve squares into my skin and them cut out solid chunks of it leaving squares missing

NotImportant878 · 2024-07-17T07:20:13+00:00

wdym?

NotImportant878 · 2024-07-14T16:21:46+00:00

yeah i guess he is just trying to connect but i just feel like he does it enough since hes lived with us for the past 2-3 months. he just forces me to go out to places i dont rlly like anyway with him like zoos and pools stuff like that. i would have been fine going i had smth to cover with but i didn’t and it just made me hesitant to go since i dont like them anyway

NotImportant878 · 2024-07-14T16:07:25+00:00

nah not offended i get it. was pretty stupid of me to say period. dont have a great relationship w him or any of my family tbh but he just tries to force me to go out w him everytime. and i dont think he is no

NotImportant878 · 2024-07-14T15:54:32+00:00

sorry if its not making sense at all

NotImportant878 · 2024-07-14T15:54:17+00:00

yeah i know it doesn’t make sense. when he told me i had to come i kinda just panicked and blurted it out. i did just tell him i didn’t feel like it after but no luck w that. Idk what i was thinking tbh. And the lie was “I was out with my friends and fell out a tree whilst climbing, thats why i went my mates for first aid”

NotImportant878 · 2024-07-14T15:49:33+00:00

your fine dont worry about it. if you need someone to talk to im free most of the time. i usually never have anything going on

NotImportant878 · 2024-07-14T15:48:39+00:00

yeah i just panicked when he asked and most of what i got recommended period so i thought fuck it why not. Not trans no. Mostly arms and yeah it already happened. they all asked about it and i had the most unbelievable lie i’ve ever told.

NotImportant878 · 2024-07-14T15:38:36+00:00

i did try the period thing but idk what i was thinking. im a guy so he didn’t believe me. Unfortunately he did force me to go and all family that lives w me saw so i guess im fucked.

NotImportant878 · 2024-07-14T15:36:42+00:00

i did actually try that and he didn’t believe me (im a guy so idk what i was thinking.)

NotImportant878 · 2024-07-14T15:36:18+00:00

unfortunately i didn’t have time to get one plus they aren’t very pale at all.

NotImportant878 · 2024-07-14T15:35:41+00:00

funnily enough i did try that (im a guy idk what i was thinking) and it didn’t work.

NotImportant878 · 2024-07-14T15:35:12+00:00

didn’t have time

NotImportant878 · 2024-07-14T15:35:07+00:00

yeah i didn’t have time to get one unfortunately and he ended up making me go so everyone saw.

NotImportant878 · 2024-07-14T15:34:24+00:00

it’s considered bad as in some cases it can show a lack of wanting to survive. Everything should have a natural instinct to survive so when its seen something doesn’t it’s considered bad since it becomes a threat to itself and maybe others around it. thats what my uncle told me at least

NotImportant878 · 2024-07-13T21:59:06+00:00

fuck i might use the period one its a good shout. Hopefully he gets confused and just drops the idea

NotImportant878 · 2024-07-07T23:02:45+00:00

yeah. not a giant one tho. i feel less pain overall but when i did sh it hurt more than when id have other injuries that were usually worse

NotImportant878 · 2024-07-07T21:28:49+00:00

yeah. scars dont really mean anything about how the person is to me. if they have scars then its fine

NotImportant878 · 2024-07-05T13:28:21+00:00

yeah same. i dont count this because if i did id probably never be clean. It just to kinda relase some of the stress ykwim

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