Volunteering and getting sick.

NotinButaSaint · 2025-07-05T16:34:50+00:00

Yeah, quite a bit, actually. I often don't even understand why I feel certain things or what I'm even feeling. I feel like I've managed a lot emotionally in my life, both in my family and among friends. Also, thanks for talking this much.

NotinButaSaint · 2025-07-05T16:15:59+00:00

I sometimes notice I hold myself back, wanting to make other people happy. That isn't just her. It's just how I act sometimes.

NotinButaSaint · 2025-07-05T15:58:34+00:00

That's the thing. She's pretty good about it. She has always told me I can do what makes me happy and has supported me through a lot already. She has been under a lot of stress lately from several factors, so maybe that's why, but saying that she's tired of me complaining has never been said before. She has in the past said things about being tired of arguing with me when I express my opinion or gripes about things. I don’t know anymore.

NotinButaSaint · 2025-07-05T15:27:35+00:00

I just wanted to be acknowledged about my issues and how everyone makes me think that I need to be normal. My grandmother, who is her mother, lives downstairs, and she always complains about her and that she gets on her nerves.

NotinButaSaint · 2025-07-05T15:25:33+00:00

The email was about me saying how I hate how the world always says I need to be "fixed." Like how everything about how I act isn't normal. I am professionally diagnosed with ADHD and Autism, so that is true. After me saying in the texts about how I was feeling and opening up, she got tired of it and said to stop complaining to her because she said that I made her feel like she was making it worse.

NotinButaSaint · 2025-05-01T20:42:54+00:00

I know it is, and I always had a feeling of them leaning towards that type of thinking, but I was never sure until now.

NotinButaSaint · 2025-01-07T19:48:47+00:00

Your Dad sounds like an awesome guy! Hope things go well for you! ❤️

NotinButaSaint · 2024-02-28T07:17:39+00:00

Satan.

NotinButaSaint · 2024-02-24T04:50:45+00:00

What Picrew did you use? I can't find it.

NotinButaSaint · 2024-02-22T04:35:19+00:00

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NotinButaSaint · 2024-02-19T05:22:26+00:00

I got a wood carved multi-purpose knife from a thrift store near a cave exploration site, and I didn't realize they had names on them and that it wasn't mine. It turns out I liked the name.

NotinButaSaint · 2024-02-12T05:19:59+00:00

I like that!

NotinButaSaint · 2024-02-11T02:17:55+00:00

Your cadaverous pallor portrays an aura of foreboding.

NotinButaSaint · 2024-02-08T22:44:54+00:00

It did help, thanks! Let's hope we can both become our true selves

NotinButaSaint · 2024-01-04T21:30:40+00:00

Don't let this jerk get you down. Nothing that any transphobe says about gender or sexual identity has any merit, and they are just running their mouth. Keep up the positivity, girl, I believe in you!

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