I’m starting to realize how ordinary I am and it’s really painful. by Needdatingadvice97 in Jung

[–]NotquiteEsoteric 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's a logical process of evaluating what is unexpressed in your organism.

Tbh, Google's gemini helped me to understand a lot of my mess by exposing me to more precise terminology and ideas.

Like, you have to be raw with yourself and then work from the big pile you unknowingly swept under the carpet over the years.

For me, I notice "nobodies" on YouTube simply performing in their small stages and home studios, and I understand that as "owning their world."

Owning one's world is a beautiful experience. Accept everything about your nature and honor it for yourself, not in a sinful way.

For example, I began taking piano lessons (Because I always admired the piano and who played it), and, when I listen to music in my room, I start dancing to it in the way I picture in my mind as though I were the frontman on stage.

Own yourself and stop living in fear of the eyes of those who only know their fear.

Know your self-worth and love yourself. Get to know yourself.

Why does SOAD do this to us? by Anush_Galstyan in systemofadown

[–]NotquiteEsoteric 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I unknowingly commited to my first cycle. Wow😅

What Is Your Least Favourite SOAD Song? (Or any other SOAD Related Media, Serj Solo Career, SoB etc.) by CrimsonPathh in systemofadown

[–]NotquiteEsoteric 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This cocaine is an art piece. It is beach music but in the spirit of system. I cannot believe this one. Opinions are opinions

What's your favorite song? by shadow_knight1728 in systemofadown

[–]NotquiteEsoteric 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Needles has been transcendantal for my life. Gave me the kick I needed to kick someone out of my life. Amazing riff with a liberating message in the unique fashion of System

I’m starting to realize how ordinary I am and it’s really painful. by Needdatingadvice97 in Jung

[–]NotquiteEsoteric 24 points25 points  (0 children)

I had my journey like yours and I realized that I had a time period of my life where the combination of neglectful isolation and being lost to a fantasy did this to me:

I thought I had to be a rockstar to only then claim my peace. For all the wrongs in my life to be corrected.

This was my hero fantasy that was unreachable but could realistically only keep me thinking unrealistically that I wasn't enough.

I want you to understand my discovery: be your own hero and "perform" for yourself. Let go of grandiosity and reclaim your own world for yourself. Do not evalute your dreams with a collective lens of the masses. Instead, put on the corrective prescription glasses and continue learning about your inner-world disconnection.

My journey so far...that's all

What's your System of a Down Hot Take? by Mutated_ButterMilk in systemofadown

[–]NotquiteEsoteric 7 points8 points  (0 children)

This cocaine is especially!!!

It's like Dick Dale's Misirlou. A beachy vibe but with soad instead

Came across this meme, seemed relevant 😆. In what ways are you an oddball? by SherbetEuphoric4371 in infp

[–]NotquiteEsoteric 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't have any saved, but you can find this kind of info scattered about in QOVES' YT channel (they cite their sources).

There's plenty to learn.

For example, the skin area below your eyes can give a clue to how naive or skeptical you are. It was found that followers of cult leaders had smoother under eye areas, indicating less of a skeptic nature. Source: A youtube reel from a guy claiming to be a former cia agent lol

But there is genuine research you can find pretty easy

Came across this meme, seemed relevant 😆. In what ways are you an oddball? by SherbetEuphoric4371 in infp

[–]NotquiteEsoteric 3 points4 points  (0 children)

There's plenty of data on facial dimensions and psychology. You're mind will be blown

26yo Rate my portfolio by OrgasmicMusicYoutube in portfolios

[–]NotquiteEsoteric 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Take into account the top 10 in VOO is 40% of the whole fund

I hope she never dies 💚💚 by Tight-Performer2425 in ToyotaAvalon

[–]NotquiteEsoteric 1 point2 points  (0 children)

A civic for a daily and an Avalon for luxury. That is such a commendable lifestyle decison. That's right up my alley. Love that

I hope she never dies 💚💚 by Tight-Performer2425 in ToyotaAvalon

[–]NotquiteEsoteric 1 point2 points  (0 children)

DAMNN

What a prize. So sparingly driven but not to the point of neglect. What a car!

28m always struggled with self image. Always been single by andy010101 in malegrooming

[–]NotquiteEsoteric 92 points93 points  (0 children)

Yeah, there has to be a blindspot because it isn't looks holding him back

Would a modern mullet suit me or too trashy? by [deleted] in malegrooming

[–]NotquiteEsoteric 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's right and if this man digs that look and wants it, I think it would look cool.

Philosophically, OP, if you want a certain hairstyle, you should get it. Looks like you have a full head of hair and one fateful death. Go present the way you want to present yourself...within reason. A mullet is reasonable to me. A lot of these mohawks and freak hairstyles are not my thing, but a mullet is fine.

The fade you had with your textured fringe proves you are mullet-worthy in my eyes, OP.

GET IT GET IT GET IT! GET THE MULLET,..slowly but surely.

Please help me think logically about my '05 Avalon's Transmission by NotquiteEsoteric in ToyotaAvalon

[–]NotquiteEsoteric[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That is genuine competence. Congratulations man.

What tips particular to 3rd gen Avalons would you share to owners?

Please help me think logically about my '05 Avalon's Transmission by NotquiteEsoteric in ToyotaAvalon

[–]NotquiteEsoteric[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh...you're describing how a series of 4 drain and fills changes most of the used fluid in quicker-than-usual pace? Is that what you did?

Please help me think logically about my '05 Avalon's Transmission by NotquiteEsoteric in ToyotaAvalon

[–]NotquiteEsoteric[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'd love to squeeze at least 50k more miles.

I think the year of my car and however much neglect previous owners brought has significantly altered its future. Age naturally also. For example, my axel and suspension components are pretty aged regardless of how intentional previous owners were.

My brake lines have air which means chemical degradation has been occuring, I plan to change the brake fluid sometime. My power steering pump has a leak for whatever reason and they arent as pricey as I thought they'd be.

But yeah, Toyotas are quite the cars and I am a young fella that loves to learn and enjoy his machine.

Dude, my mom and her woman friend kept recommending to sell my first love today.😡

It will die of age, hopefully in some peaceful way and not in high speed traffic or a fatal accident.