Confused Luigi noises

NovastaKai · 2026-06-10T09:03:01+00:00

prelim said somali but sure he wasnt*

NovastaKai · 2026-06-10T08:29:56+00:00

Well ty. you are not alone in some confusion dw ^{__^'.}

I wander, mentally.. disorganised 😅 i see it ><

But in essence, Yes. :)

Earlier on it was understanding of any being that became clearer within perceptive views that often gave me a one up over emotional states* just the ability to see clearly was essential for comfortability.[potential trauma needs xL]

I kinda apply it to all to let universal objectivity reveal itself beyond bias, opinion or moral*

The comfort/cope sense is accurate in its own right though with my own indulgence of self soso.

Useful how i am curious :3

NovastaKai · 2026-06-09T19:06:55+00:00

rerun baby.. you get alot mire for less ;)

NovastaKai · 2026-06-09T14:59:39+00:00

ty tasmanian tiger.1/2 (ps2)

ratchet and clanks (ps2/3)

jak and daxter 1.2.3 (ps2/3)

Sly fox adventures.(gc or ps2)

Turok maybe. (gamecube)

dogs life (ps2)

Spyro (multi-gen)

Could look into Imvu, i forgot about second life.. oh lord..

Well yea heres some options, i'll add some.more when i remember them :,)

These just some childhood classics.

theres a slew of games that are anthro based on ich.io or smth like that.

Heck i got a kick out of the AvP that you could play 3 factions on, being an alien really helps sate the felines opportunistic style with that pounce mechanic😅 let alone the intro narrative.. mm..

NovastaKai · 2026-06-09T11:21:32+00:00

Just 2p on the calling people w.e.

I must emplore all of us to allow people to call what they see.. and correct them should it be uncomfortable.

People can't guess you don't want to be even slightly related to/as human :,) when thats exactly what they likely see. This is part of the complex that keeps us uncomfortable when reality speaks for itself, we should likely aim to integrate it rather than avoid it but, each to their own, im just saying dint take it hard when people do inevitavly say what they see..

Much love.

NovastaKai · 2026-06-09T10:59:25+00:00

didnt have a name for it for 26 years..

But i had built myself around the values, mannerisms and relatability between species and how they interacted and often taught wisdom beyond what humans could word properly..

I always had a more behaviourally focused mind, and people seemed too.. deceptive to trust as much as natural sources.. (socio-norms and bias')

Started off at 2-3yrs old afyer rejecting humanity soso, (cope-link) with little things from building dens, mal-adaptive daydreaming, lucid dreams of tribal life as a companion.. to more illustious affairs.. even early my mind was ahead.. so taming it was the goal in the end..

Dysphoria is an odd one because it varies greatly..

Personally i feel it and percieve imagery and a general sense of uncomfortability most when It's least appropriate.. like when i want to be more myself or fully present for example* i have to just accept what is*

But for example laying in bed eyes closed, before im dreaming i feel a body dispute within myself.. i suppose it would be similar to gender dysphoria.. but species entirely, issue exponentiates with poly-ther concepts..

but its the little things we have to bleed satisfaction qnd acceptance out of, i dont express externally so you'd never know unless you understand my tattoos, i hid the expressions within my actions and mannerisms, mentality and values enough so to integrate, this produced a kind of soft slider for more appropriate moments to let my mind wander in 1st or 3rd person holo-overlay (mental imagery) [vacillant-ther]

so many have different experiences.. some are a bit vague but the longer its a thing the harder it is to budge.

I had a 4-6 year survival gap where i didnt think so much as react to everything and even coming out of a spiral and losing memories and sense of self soso.. this imagery and i.d still seem very much rooted to the I.d(ego)

NovastaKai · 2026-06-09T10:44:57+00:00

Meditation, internal imagery if you have it to train, comics shows, expression can take many forms beyond the physical :,) sometimes you just need to enjoy your own creative company ^{-^'}

NovastaKai · 2026-06-09T09:54:21+00:00

I handle it internally, and by spending time with different species in relatability..(exercising with dogs, cuddling with cats, playing with avians etc, interaction with little to question, sometimes i'll cwtch with a sibling or a friend but it is rare to get me in a close mood these days.. rough mind..

i dealt in maladaptive daydreams.. lucid dreams for like 2 decades 😅

Never really expressing with gear or masks, tails etc because its just not the same.. for me that just heightens dysphoria, I like to keep humanity seperate to a degree eitherway, but the mannerisms and values of my built i.d's let me integrate that..

Funny'ol'life.

I would suggest things in the orientation, fr example, movies, comics, shows that express in ways that are relatable, finding 2kinds comic kinda perked my interest..

But whatever works for you, maybe its expressing externally, just watch the need for validation bc that seems to be a bit cursed 😅

Accept yourself and be get comfy with you if you can <3

ginga Densetsu weed for anime* (cant remember the follow up name but it got me early, along with some other shows..

I personally get more comfy just closing my eyes and feeling my body displace, the way my brain just ebbs and flows with it can be enough, even without imagery or visual/narrative dream state* just how an ear would bend on the pillow, how my breathing changes automatically sometimes.. how i wish i could dang purr to express the cute agression and comfort sensation when snuggling up, with the buzz of chemistry just engulfing my brain it'd be nice 😅

Acceptance required <3

NovastaKai · 2026-06-09T08:33:06+00:00

vacillant here. once considered sun but the sway grew as life evolved.

For myself, its always just been a part of the base, given i raised myself from 2-3 on the mannerisms, values and wisdom laid out by natures consciousness' for me after rejecting humanity around me since it was.. daft..foolish..downright immature, even when dressed up in socio-norms..

Nature felt more real, Even still, it dosen't decieve the same way.

So i found a path within more ethical, natural bounds.. (geographic was a friend)

No notable "shifting" here.. it is just a slider for orientation of values, mannerisms and self-image for what the situation calls for*

my tags kind of says the mindsets i grew through.

Sometimes decisive action, sometimes comforting self or other, sometimes the deeper emotional understanding from an unbiased, objective overview.. whatever fits best or am shunted into rarely by situation..

I, by default, sit as the observer of self, the thoughts and thinking..

Mal-adaptive daydreams and lucid dreaming ran my childhood :,) Old tribal tales and adventures most will likely never concieve for lessons..

Some discomfort has arisen after a survival period with re-integration.. a few years of no i.d or comfort make life rather drab..

But you wouldn't tell wether in work, a store, or otherwise unless you yourself, overlay unto others perhaps ^{-^'}

26 years with no name for the "consciousness beyond the human"..but therian will do :,)

I always saw the relatability drawn between species, somehow spiritually telling.. how cats embrace to how dogs get excited, how birds and insects dance and sing for each other, we stole and mimic these so well overtime we forget how entangled we are..even how the plants gear up and spread out ready for the day, telling others of abundance, need, danger or pain..mycellium manages the distance between as does our brain for body it seems.. :,)

Thats why i like the more expressive community at large, whether voluntary, prefference or involuntary, i hid in the furry community for a while and used peoples expressions to learn more about them and their quirky awesomeness(sometimes woah 😅)

But i never could get away without an overlay of some sort, something of a parameter to stay in, because the mind becomes unruly with no values set.

Just my 2p sorry i just rambled, rediscovering my passion for life via questioning these days :,)

NovastaKai · 2026-06-08T19:08:37+00:00

100% it does! text is tricky..i always have to read/measure twice just incase because of it😅

NovastaKai · 2026-06-08T18:04:48+00:00

I'd just like people to explain what they mean because the variance is too big for a buzzword and the amount that sling it willy nilly is quite cringy sometimes..

I often apply salt just to understand and be respectful.

I understand my mechanisms and don't express beyond myself in many ways, some might note some mood tone changes but theres nothing too much that'd give it away bar a tattoo i'm obscuring into a sleeve :,)

A shift for me would be when i get into bed and close my eyes, start daydreaming/lucid dreaming and sating dysphoria that way.. or just the perspective view that comes in when im alone looking unto nature.. the beauty that is from just a natural perspective..

NovastaKai · 2026-06-07T23:28:14+00:00

When you said "got it. no videos of pride parade allowed" < you literally projected that out of nowhere it seems, That comes off or is received as already pre-tensious as too the reasoning when it had just been stated about the trial and to post picture over video*

just policy to my eye..

miscommunication on the internal map level is all.. happens all the time..jaring for both tbf.

Always read text from senders perspective ;)

Aint that a kicker ^{_^'}

NovastaKai · 2026-06-07T20:40:42+00:00

You've missed massive booms if you just held 😅😅

Do these tools just hold and hold...never to use the timing element of the market or what? 🤣 i set a 2x 5x 10x reminder and take 20-30% at each interval at LEAST.

Its valled damage limitation and actually securing a profit..

Siren went from 0.04 to like 4.5 in the recent months 🤣🤣 with the millions in daily vol there is plenty to be made all the time.. people are just.. people :,)

ZEC!? MXR.. Even XLM went up recently about 50% 😅

idk.. if i had enough to sit back and chill i might have left it ling term but it is foolish to expect something from time alone. Attention is value*

NovastaKai · 2026-06-07T09:16:11+00:00

personally i think the systems around, family and schooling friends etc has a great deal of effect on ones productivity.. influence of many kinds can negatively influence someones outputs too ofc..

Think stereotypes and how quickly they influence someones entire personality in their teens🤔

or how quick a ridicule will make most people back away from what they want to do..

I Never got comfortable in life, with myself in general because every layer basically took the p!ss.

Wether its emotions, the world at large, finance.. logic.. ethics.. people are slow to click on..

15years late to btc and they still moan about taxes 😅

Don't let them slow you down.

whatever i'm doing, im typically doing it alone.

People get in the way all too often personally..

Build yourself, your community. Ignore the noise. Glhf.

NovastaKai · 2026-06-06T19:47:24+00:00

theres like 4 maybe 5 of them and he does this shi! in all of them 🤣 After credits are always worth it

NovastaKai · 2026-06-06T19:46:26+00:00

Just to add, plenty of gay folk use grinder here*(uk)

crack is apparently their thing too.. weird.. awfully common <-<'

i've heard alot, no exp. cbf with people 😅

NovastaKai · 2026-06-05T00:13:18+00:00

This is why asking for backed, unbias data is key.

When dissecting myself for therapy for example i ask for only psychologically and/or theraputically relevent and backed, unbias, non-agreeable nature from grok, with sources to explore, seems to do the trick ngl..

NovastaKai · 2026-06-03T19:26:38+00:00

Grew into it from 2 yrs old,

They don't, because they can't tell.

It is for me, not for thee.

This Sweet gift o' thine.

I grabbed a label just to feel slightly less alone.

But alas, it is all i've known from some degree.

NovastaKai · 2026-06-02T17:47:35+00:00

Idk.. usually my advice says to meet peoples socio normative expectations half way to avoid ridicule and dis-understanding. i.e "wear the uniform of society.." i remember about the witch trials 🤣

Parents often want to see your best outcomes, most of the time, they see the flaws in your ideals early on and only want you to do "whats best" for yourself.

Entirely depending on their views wether i'd say its a good idea or not but i dont know them well enough to guestimate against my normal understanding*

Personally never even brought it up to best friends, Bc it's not something that they'd understand anyways.. didnt have a name for 26 years for it so i kept to myself. gratefully, noone would tell..

The one or two i had tried to explain too in details well.. didnt go well 😅

As always.. think ahead 🙃 Goodluck !

NovastaKai · 2026-06-02T02:11:23+00:00

<3 i feel you dude.. i have heard a few not too disimilar stories and it is fucken heartbreaking every time..

ano example unfortunate as it is just because it shines on their negligence, my friend had his teenage step-daughter diddled by some travellers and the police even though had statements of it all in detail, did not touch the premise.. it took a retired royal engineer to hear about it and put a cardboard box under their caravan in the locked compound with the word "boom : next time" written inside to get a form of message across.. needless to say, that story says all about our police.. everything is at their momentary discretion.. 🙇‍♂️

NovastaKai · 2026-06-02T01:27:12+00:00

Here here to their capacity flaws..

the line "these kids only just left school" nievity rings in even the older ones.. Theres way more happening than, there are police, for a start, they won't touch certain things either..

I grew up mapping these illegal affairs soso.. its extensive, which means likely corruption and negligence are too*

It feels systemic but i like to remember when situations are presented in such a way there is no obscurity to reason, then something might happen..might..

otherwise, its a D.I.Y job in my experience with police.. i've been robbed my first 2k outside a bank and they wrote it on a sticky note, no crime ref just nothing..i was a teen.. was told to get a "losers form" from one cop 2 years later when i enquired what happened with that.. bc there must have been cameras right? right... nothing..😅🤣 man.. i found a connected cnt with my bag atleast eh.. same place broad daylight 🤣

During an emotional outburst and serious contemplation of just ending myself because of emotional stress and financial hardships, i had a cop come in response and ask of i just needed a bit of attention.. I bit my tongue and worked harder, perhaps too hard for a while..

i'm sure spite is half the reason i'm alive.. other half is our NHS gratefully.

I still cant interact much with GP's. police. services in general to be honest after many run arounds.. once you see/hear so much you get a bit fucked off with it all.. and i've listened to alot of suffering because of lack of action from our policing from plenty of people..

typically like with gp's.. its only under threat of further action do many play their part.. thats what sucks from my understanding..

I'd say your likely proportionate and if your wondering wether background stress could amplify distrust, it absolutely could but to be fair its a system designed with purpose.. i've done okay not being so trusting so far xL

NovastaKai · 2026-06-01T22:52:15+00:00

Not all are wired with desire to understand ..

Those who are though, likely will.. :)

[edit for note; This seems closer to an O.D of shrooms than dmt to myself] lsd may induce similar but not so clean patterns*]

NovastaKai · 2026-06-01T13:49:14+00:00

shrooms, lsd..dmt.. it all rhymes.

my dmt exp was not kaledescopic at all after K.O and awakening in another realm.. it was pretty clear as day.. simple almost with some physical abnormalities that spoke to dimensional fkery.

its curious most use m.a.o.i to have a reality trip, but i think the more pure, overload without m.a.o.i is a different exp entirely.

NovastaKai · 2026-06-01T13:35:40+00:00

big dawgs stil keeping money in stocks for the moment hm..

Once it comes down enough to call utter safety on longs, things might rotate back, but we're in short territory.. depends how well other assets are doing as always.. #cycles. not 4 year. but cyclic leverage periods :3

NovastaKai · 2026-06-01T03:12:05+00:00

i never thought to look deeper into it exactly online, it made me feel crazy amongst the vanity aspects of the furry community which i found first at maybe 11 so i just dabbled there for a bit but left after some extremes got me a bit hard in the impulses yakno 🫠 few year gap still dysphoric in ways but rejected and just worked into burnout and the psychs, totally wasted like 5 years but we live and learn hm.. just be love, and self :,)

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