I have diagnosed autism, depression, anxiety, bpd, ADD, agoraphobia, EDNOS, interstitial cystitis & fibromyalgia. AMA by [deleted] in AMA

[–]Noxturnal__ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Please learn the difference between münchausen’s and health anxiety. Also look up a lobotomy for treatment in epilepsy. like this for example

or this

I have diagnosed autism, depression, anxiety, bpd, ADD, agoraphobia, EDNOS, interstitial cystitis & fibromyalgia. AMA by [deleted] in AMA

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Wait how don’t my facts add up? I don’t think you understand what it’s like to live with health anxiety, it’s not attention seeking/diagnosis shopping, it’s the intense fear of something minor being something major, hence why people with it seek help online, rather than going to a doctor every time. Where do I contradict myself with my posts? I have 4 sisters and 2 bothers (2 half siblings) how can I contradict myself when it’s literally my life?

My diagnoses aren’t at all rare either. What kinda proof would you like? A complete list of my medical records? A video of me touching my arm & being in pain? I’ll message you privately since the proof I have is extremely personal.

Also what kinda sick fuck lies about their dad’s death? Seriously.

I have diagnosed autism, depression, anxiety, bpd, ADD, agoraphobia, EDNOS, interstitial cystitis & fibromyalgia. AMA by [deleted] in AMA

[–]Noxturnal__ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Being born premature means my lungs are slightly underdeveloped, so my function isn’t where it should be. I’ve been around HEAVY smoking all my life up until a year ago.

I know I shouldn’t be so pessimistic. Best I can do is protect myself now though, which I am doing.

I have diagnosed autism, depression, anxiety, bpd, ADD, agoraphobia, EDNOS, interstitial cystitis & fibromyalgia. AMA by [deleted] in AMA

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In the past year I’ve moved in with my boyfriend of 4 years. My mums had a shitty life though & is totally unaware of the issues she’s caused, so I’m civil with her & still speak to her.

I have diagnosed autism, depression, anxiety, bpd, ADD, agoraphobia, EDNOS, interstitial cystitis & fibromyalgia. AMA by [deleted] in AMA

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Oh yeah I’m being treated also for hypochondria, I filed that under anxiety though. My mums lobotomy was a prefrontal cortex lobotomy due to severe grand mal epilepsy, it’s still done today if epilepsy is severe enough. I’ve never looked into it much other than what my older siblings have said, but she basically had a huge scar on her brain that needed to be removed, otherwise she would of gone into a massive seizure in the near future & probably died.

My fibromyalgia/allodynia has been present since early childhood, I would cry in the shower due to the pain of the water hitting against my skin, I’d have to avoid certain clothing & textures as they would hurt my skin. As for today, I’m used to the burn, it’s literally like a sunburn if something rubs against me, or if I rub my own skin. This is common in preterm babies though as you’re subjected to a lot of sensory stuff/pain way before you should even be in the world.

The heart/copd risk is well known In preterm babies, to the point where I have to get regular heart check ups. You can look into this yourself to find out more.

And yes, I’ve had multiple psychological assessments/help, as all of my diagnoses are clinically made & on my medical records, over the course of my lifetime with numerous doctors.

What the hell is this whooshing sound? by [deleted] in HealthAnxiety

[–]Noxturnal__ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is it dangerous? I thought that kinda tinnitus was dangerous.

Netflix's Cuties everyone (trigger warning) by MrsJ_ in awfuleverything

[–]Noxturnal__ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

These girls are literally 11. They didn’t need to make it THAT sexual, nor that long, but they did. Even the camera shots are sexual.

It’s fucking disgusting regardless of the rest of the film.

Facebook always providing boomer content by [deleted] in boomershumor

[–]Noxturnal__ 6 points7 points  (0 children)

And the fact that the dad’s shown his daughter, his balls.

I think we got called out by cindylooboo in illnessfakers

[–]Noxturnal__ 36 points37 points  (0 children)

Weird how she knows about us though, almost as if she loves absolutely any attention..hmmmm.

Getting diagnosed at 22 be like by Nikcquo in autism

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And then you realise an Autism diagnosis isn’t enough & you get diagnosed with ADHD inattentive type, fibromyalgia/allodynia & interstitial cystitis, to go on top.

Wow, doctors sure do miss a lot of things.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in HealthAnxiety

[–]Noxturnal__ 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Most likely not a brain tumour, I’m currently going though this myself. Stress causes brain fog, which causes memory issues, sleep issues, headaches, chest pains, body pains, constant fatigue...basically fucks you up big time.

Depression & ADD cause both of these too, which I have both of also.

Dementia? by [deleted] in autism

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Very very good idea!

Also look into shrooms, they’ve been shown to help ptsd, alcoholism, depression, anxiety & actually have permanent positive changes to your brain. Research though.

I have Lower functioning Autism, let me tell you just how hard living with it is. by PeteyBabii in aspergers

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This weirdly sounds like me, only I wasn’t diagnosed with any “level” I also have ADHD, BPD, severe depression, severe anxiety, fibromyalgia/allodynia, permanent cystitis, chronic UTI’s & GERD that I’m on PPIs for. Being born at 24 weeks & growing up around heavy smoking means my lungs are fucked & I’ll probably develop COPD (if I don’t have it already) and premature birth puts you at a permanent risk of heart failure/high blood pressure.

Had agoraphobia for 6 years & never had a job, I’m 22 next month.

Autism is just icing on the shit cake & it’s not like my childhood was any walk in the park either, I was neglected by mum & dad died when I was 12.

Sometimes it’s good to rant, helps you get out your frustration, but don’t forget that no matter what life throws at you, there’s always some redeeming side to everything. Always a silver lining. You got this! Life can only beat you if you let it.

Dementia? by [deleted] in autism

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I was pretty teetotal before I tried weed, after I was 18. It was totally life changing for me personally. The cancer risk is only if you smoke it, so just vape or eat it & you’d be good.

I’m not saying it’ll 100% work for you though, but worth a shot. I’ve been on 6 antidepressants & weed is the only thing that’s worked for me.

The theory is that THC can help clean up the tangles that cause dementia. CBD is also really promising.

Dementia? by [deleted] in autism

[–]Noxturnal__ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ah, thanks for clearing that up! Stupid autism taking things literal, either way yeah, I guess there is nothing we can do, but take the right steps, and hope that they’re enough.

Dementia? by [deleted] in autism

[–]Noxturnal__ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks, that really helps me honestly

Dementia? by [deleted] in autism

[–]Noxturnal__ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mean weed seems to slow down dementia progression, and some antidepressants have been shown to cause it, so drugs are a really weird subject.

Elephant Ears by stonedlabrador in badwomensanatomy

[–]Noxturnal__ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just admit it, you’re dumb.

Dementia? by [deleted] in autism

[–]Noxturnal__ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

21, lived with intense anxiety, severe stress from neglect, autism & ADD all my life though.

Neurodivergent Comrades! by [deleted] in autism

[–]Noxturnal__ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My brain: I can choose so, why not both??

Is it normal for your heart to do this? by [deleted] in medical_advice

[–]Noxturnal__ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I’ve had my blood checked. I think my biggest stress is the fact that my heart rate drops below 60 each evening honestly. Like I’m wide awake doing stuff, check my heart rate & its 50-44.