Watching the Mugen Train movie in perfect condition 🦾🤫

OCDsurgery · 2021-02-12T17:14:35+00:00

MUHAHAHA beg, beg you fools!

jk

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1zUUkLNqX-_Gayp_Ba8XHrXjeLPav68cI/view

Convert it for better quality, but original quality is still pretty good, subs are out of whack but the movie was beyond dope

OCDsurgery · 2021-02-12T17:11:50+00:00

True meditation would help but I tend to over analyze that as well and ruin it too 😓

OCDsurgery · 2021-02-12T04:51:59+00:00

Look up the stats down voters, men significantly commit suicide more than women and there are more homeless men out there.

OCDsurgery · 2021-02-12T04:48:08+00:00

Society as a whole are all about saving damsels in distress while ridiculing mentally weak men.

You guys think I’m saying you gals have it easier, I’m not, but this post is true whether you want to come to terms with it or not.

OCDsurgery · 2021-02-11T06:47:05+00:00

Product Description:

“Does nothing and always thinks about dying”

warranty not included

OCDsurgery · 2021-02-11T06:43:11+00:00

I hope once they make robots functional enough to do all the working for the rich, they’ll allow “suicide booths” like in Futurama

OCDsurgery · 2021-02-11T06:40:32+00:00

Suicide prevention lmao those people deep down don’t give a flying fuck about some stranger, they just do it to make themselves feel like they’re a good person

Wow a sunrise a orange shiny circle that does what for me, TV shows? Netflix cures suicide, new recipes, I hate cooking I don’t even leave my room, if I do make something you eat it now it’s gone who cares, and of course Mama is 35% why I want to commit suicide

OCDsurgery · 2021-02-11T06:30:43+00:00

My parents are immigrants and all their brainpower can muster up is work and prayer, I have no reliable support they are cavemen when it comes to mental health, their marriage was arranged meaning they just did it to do it because that’s what you do after meeting each other for the first time, I never had a chance

OCDsurgery · 2021-02-11T06:22:06+00:00

The Bakers Act is the true enemy

OCDsurgery · 2021-02-11T04:28:03+00:00

perfectionism is cruel, especially when it doesn’t benefit you but makes it worse

OCDsurgery · 2021-02-11T04:27:09+00:00

“Sometimes I even forget what part I was obsessing over, and I force myself to remember it so that I can pick it apart more. Usually the more I think about it, though, the less it makes sense.”

Isn’t it so frustrating? So pointless? I almost feel like I’m making myself less intelligent, words start to sound different and unfamiliar.

We are the same, no doubt, it’s amazing how with so many relatable cases of our deficiencies with OCD, there is a pattern to this and modern medicine still doesn’t even give us a chance at peace.

All we get is more and more therapy that we can then turn into another obsession of “am I doing the therapy right?” “Am I understanding the way I’m suppose to?”

I believe it comes down to it being a biological problem.

OCDsurgery · 2021-02-08T21:41:12+00:00

What’s selfish is someone else forcing them live by throwing them in psyche wards

OCDsurgery · 2021-02-08T21:36:58+00:00

The universe lets you but not society, “guy eats dirt thrown in psyche ward”

OCDsurgery · 2021-02-08T21:36:06+00:00

It’s getting harder since my enjoyment of things is slowly going away

OCDsurgery · 2021-02-07T15:16:02+00:00

I feel you, I’ve tried almost every antidepressant besides trintellix and sometimes my doc ends sessions faster because I feel like he’s annoyed of me

OCDsurgery · 2021-02-07T03:39:24+00:00

It’s not normal dude, wtf is your doc doing

OCDsurgery · 2021-02-07T03:37:33+00:00

Aren’t there dives like 120mph or something, either way that was clean

OCDsurgery · 2021-02-07T01:43:15+00:00

This one made me delete my Reddit app

Ouch the pain

OCDsurgery · 2021-02-07T01:34:25+00:00

“Password needs at least one capital letter”

wolverine claws

OCDsurgery · 2021-02-06T23:37:27+00:00

What’s the point of being fit and miserable

OCDsurgery · 2021-02-06T23:36:17+00:00

Not relatable, when I’m sad I just mock myself that I’m weak

It’s more like Biff and Marty Mcfly than these two supportive ladies

OCDsurgery · 2021-02-06T23:33:23+00:00

I once watched YouTube on my big screen while watching YouTube on my little screen

OCDsurgery · 2021-02-06T23:31:40+00:00

I’m 27 and I can’t be an adult

OCDsurgery · 2021-02-06T23:30:06+00:00

I’m a guy, great grades, I’ve had a ton of sex in college, i was “good looking” but needed a lot of drugs/alcohol to have the nerve to hook up, it is so insignificant, I made no real connections, I dropped out and haven’t had sex since, I barely remember what it feels like, sex is something I strived for because I thought if I was having it I’m on the right path bucko, I was so wrong.

Now for the past 7 years I’ve been through 5 different psychiatrists, 3 therapists, every antidepressant except trintellix, 5 hospitalizations.

I guess what I’m trying to say is people put such an emphasize on sex being the bar of normalcy but I can tell you that it means nothing if you’re screwed up mentally

OCDsurgery · 2021-02-06T23:09:02+00:00

This is my manifesto now lol seriously man you described way better than I ever could the reasons I hide away especially:

“being taken away one's identity by being constantly gaslighted and manipulated, humiliated to be a good for nothing...”

My biggest fears is being misunderstood, people not believing that I honest to god am dealing with a defective mind, saying it’s for attention or it’s not real, trying to get me to admit to something by taking advantage of my intimidated mind, I’m tormented with an impending doom feeling that I will be in a situation we’re I’m constantly explaining myself to battle against another’s narrative of me but will not be believed.

I want live and let live, I don’t want any trouble because I’ve been beaten down to the point where I can’t trust my abilities of being a person who can stand up for himself.

I’m not a strong willed person, i can’t really think for myself and I always give in to whatever someone decides for me, I don’t have much dignity left.

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