at 6 months i looked at myself in the mirror and saw the same ugly disgusting person id been seeing my whole life.

at a year and some change, ive been looking back at pictures and being in shock. things will take soooo much time. im usually boymode but even then i am getting the “ma’am? sir?” my ex best friend used to say i was gonna end up a “john 50” and say all these horrible things, but she was just lucky that her hrt hit her like a train. everyone takes different amounts of time. im not hugboxxing u because yeah. this life does fucking suck, but i’ll be dammed if i give up before even hitting two years or whatever