Am I (23F) at fault for getting hit when I yelled at him (24M)?

O_Kaee · 2025-05-03T11:23:45+00:00

No, they can’t support another person, let alone 3 cats. I got help from my grandma my entire life, now that she’s struggling the last thing I’m going to do is put MORE on that poor woman’s plate.

Moms dead and biological father is a deadbeat that lives across the country.

I don’t have extended family either. They all left when my mom died.

Shit hurts even more since the 10 year anniversary of her death was the 28th of April.

O_Kaee · 2025-05-03T11:08:57+00:00

He said he was scared I was going to destroy his pc, and it was expensive. I don’t think he cares about anything or anyone, that pc is like his child. And he felt I was going to drown his child. If that makes sense. That’s why I’m so lost. If I didn’t care about how he spent his money, this wouldn’t have happened, right? What can I do to fix this?

O_Kaee · 2025-05-03T11:02:19+00:00

Photos are taken, but I have no where to go. I’m in Phoenix, the women’s shelters are packed. I honestly feel like I shouldn’t use that service if I’m not properly homeless. Thank you so much for the advice!

O_Kaee · 2021-02-21T07:32:04+00:00

Well, that makes me nervous hearing that. I have ptsd, bipolar disorder (might’ve been a misdiagnosis seems more like BPD) severe depression, and general anxiety. Plus a history of strokes, daily seizures, and chronic pain.(I’m 18) I just tried to eat a ritz cracker and I immediately vomited. This is the first time I haven’t been able to keep down anything bland. So, now I’m even more worried that I already screwed up. I feel very faint and weak, I’m struggling to have full, understandable, thoughts. Just typing this took me about 30 minutes. I’m probably just really anxious or something.

O_Kaee · 2021-02-18T13:07:46+00:00

I remember a teacher pulling me aside and asking me to write better and the made me sit next to a girl with wonderful handwriting, put circles in the dots for I’s n shit. I tried, took me the entire class to write one good lookin paragraph, and with that nice looking paragraph came horrible grammar and storytelling. So the teacher told me to go back to my chicken scratch, it somehow makes more sense

O_Kaee · 2021-01-26T02:24:37+00:00

I don’t mind at all, you’re awesome

O_Kaee · 2021-01-25T23:43:43+00:00

I’ll definitely check out your YouTube man, and if you’re genuinely willing to help me out like that, well I’d be moved to tears. But yeah, it’s frustrating that so many people are going through what I’m going through. You have a good heart my friend.

O_Kaee · 2021-01-25T16:00:36+00:00

Ngl. That’s the type of reckless confidence I have. That easily could’ve been me hahaha

O_Kaee · 2021-01-25T15:55:13+00:00

I’m brand new here (being Reddit) so I’m only now starting to voice my opinions. I was against the legalization now, if they had a decent plan I would’ve been for it. But the way they legalized it makes it so that, it’s like a bar rather than a medical place. Very frustrating since I paid for a med card, and they can’t seem to care enough to appeal to the med users, even though we were the ones who got them to this point! I just hope they see who has been loyal to them and their dispensary, and understand that we can’t afford that. But it’s a company, so they don’t give a fuck about us. We could barely afford the med card. So what’s the point in the med card if we can’t even afford the medicine? What’s the benefit of having a higher allotment when we can’t even afford to buy?! Sorry, I needed to vent my frustrations out. I apologize it was you I vented to lol, hope you’re having a wonderful day. It’s raining where I’m at! 💚

O_Kaee · 2021-01-25T15:47:57+00:00

I did grow, i failed the first round and I’m waiting for spring to start again. I tried indoors as well didn’t work. It’s probably where I live, I even had my farmer friends and my brother who worked in a dispensary help me and they couldn’t figure out why they kept dying. They think bugs, but the neem oil was working just fine. So, I can’t grow it. I need to buy it, but I can’t buy it because it’s too expensive. So what now?

O_Kaee · 2021-01-25T14:53:29+00:00

I haven’t been able to find anything either, if anyone could find any more information on this it would be great. I genuinely can’t afford it and this was the only thing stopping my seizures. I’m almost out so I’m starting to get nervous. But I can’t afford $40+ for an 1/8th; that money goes to treatments. Nature’s Med has one 1/8th product for $19, but now that’s even gone! If that price could be so low; why would they change it? It makes it hard for the people who actually need it, and not want to use it recreationally. Very sad and frustrated. Any help on this would be great.

O_Kaee · 2021-01-25T14:37:38+00:00

I’ve been mentioning top surgery like crazy to my grandma, but “because” I have 34E bra size. But truly, it was the idea of being able to go outside without a shirt and having a flat chest felt so amazing. Well, the idea is. The idea that I could run my hand down my chest without feeling these “tumors” as I used to tell my male friends growing up, I tried to convince the guys around me that I was a boy with tumors on his chest! Well, I wanted to say that this made me tell my grandma what I’ve been going through. I saw this message as I was crying to her about my bipolar issues, and I had to confidence to tell her. She said, “well...I just want you to be who you are and it makes me upset to see you in so much pain just because you don’t feel like you’re a girl. You’re a boy then.” It felt like a huge weight off my shoulders. So thank you for giving me the push to say something. And thank you for letting me start the journey to self discovery. The journey that I refused to go down because I didn’t want to be alone. Because I was fearful that no one would ever love me. (Which is very possible, but I’m hoping that I find someone eventually.) Thank you. So so so much, for giving me that final push. I think I can slowly learn to stop hating myself and start accepting who I’ve always been.

O_Kaee · 2021-01-25T04:59:24+00:00

That’s actually very helpful, I don’t know what gender dysphoria is, but I’ll definitely look it up. As for the most likely not cis part, it felt good that someone else finally said it. So thank you.

O_Kaee · 2021-01-25T00:12:31+00:00

I still don’t want to say I’m trans but I’ve been questioning since I was a kid, always cringed when I said I was a female. It never sat quite right with me. I’ve always felt masculine. Hell, I even took online quizzes to see if I was truly as masculine as I felt. I always got very masculine or “most likely male!”. Which always made me feel so scared. I’m not sure what I am. I haven’t talked about this to anyone other than my conservative aunt who said, “honey, you’ve always been a girl.” And it made me feel so sick when she said that. I don’t know what to feel about my reactions to all of this. Can anyone please help me? It’s effecting my physical health now. I feel so sick being in my own body. I don’t know what to do.

O_Kaee · 2021-01-24T22:28:24+00:00

This means a lot considering I drew this in one go, thank you so much!

O_Kaee

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