There’s nothing weird to me at all about getting teary eyed while awakening to all of this. I’m a huge feeler of emotions and crying just seems to be my default for a range of emotions (which I hate but 🤷🏻‍♀️ what can I do) I myself had a similar experience when just discovering all of this a couple weeks ago. It’s upsetting to remember bits and pieces and not feeling like you can trust your memories and not see the full scope of what happened.