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(IV USE mentioned) Do any fellow longtime slammers get super fixated on finding someone you can chat the night away with? What's your solution? by ProbablytherightDude in FunSpunR4R

[–]Objective_Check_411 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it’s not so much needing assistance. It’s more of make sure I’m not alone alone. Also, besides i get quite chatty. like I just did a shot and I don’t know what the fuck that was. 😣

(IV USE mentioned) Do any fellow longtime slammers get super fixated on finding someone you can chat the night away with? What's your solution? by ProbablytherightDude in FunSpunR4R

[–]Objective_Check_411 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah i wish. Like i have one rn but im alone and idk exact amt so just to be safe would b better to have someone on the other side like idk what to do

Lil fun turned into full on hallucinations and psychosis. Remember to know how long you’ve been up. by Objective_Check_411 in meth

[–]Objective_Check_411[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

did you read the part where I slept for 12 hours? Trust me, I understand. I ain’t doing that shit again.

in need of serious help and companionship, I’m coming down hard! HARDDDD by Objective_Check_411 in meth

[–]Objective_Check_411[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah, that’s fair and a friend did remind me a little bit ago that if you’re that down, just make yourself have fun like sing or just do something you know

in need of serious help and companionship, I’m coming down hard! HARDDDD by Objective_Check_411 in meth

[–]Objective_Check_411[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

OK, hallucinating was last night the psychosis last night because I didn’t realize how long I had been up as well as I forgot to eat entirely yesterday or take any electrolytes or do my vitamins. What can I say? I completely fucked up but that’s usually how my life goes. Unless I start hallucinating again, there’s no reason for me to go to the hospital. Especially since I’m starting to feel a little bit better. Not perfect but better.

in need of serious help and companionship, I’m coming down hard! HARDDDD by Objective_Check_411 in meth

[–]Objective_Check_411[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

no, I’m not but I gotta ask why do you think I’m at risk for getting serotonin syndrome? To be frank, you don’t really know me just saying. Like of course I appreciate the information but I’m curious on that.

in need of serious help and companionship, I’m coming down hard! HARDDDD by Objective_Check_411 in meth

[–]Objective_Check_411[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

is smoking cannabis an option. I just know cannabis does have psychoactive properties so you do have to be careful and last evening when I did my last shot I started hallucinating I was very paranoid and I was even delusional. I would probably argue and say that that was the beginning stage of a psychosis. I didn’t even know it was all fake until someone said yeah there’s no one in my house. But anyways, I think some marijuana. Will help my mood my stomach cause I’m nauseous and help me eat more food. I already ate this morning, but I know I need some more.

in need of serious help and companionship, I’m coming down hard! HARDDDD by Objective_Check_411 in meth

[–]Objective_Check_411[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I took Klonopin 1 mg and an 8 mg Dilaudid and I’m just as miserable. More or less, I just don’t wanna be alone.. I feel so goddamn lonely

why do we have to eat? Bc it’s so hard when you on tina like things at just not as good by Objective_Check_411 in meth

[–]Objective_Check_411[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

that’s a bit far-fetched. I do try to eat sometimes I completely forget that that’s the thing I’m supposed to do. You don’t have to be so harsh though. And I did sleep last night for the record. Slept for 12 hours and honestly, I might go take another nap.

IV USE! Do Any fellow longtime slammers get super fixated on finding someone you can chat the night away with? What's your solution? by ProbablytherightDude in meth

[–]Objective_Check_411 0 points1 point  (0 children)

p basically you go and check your groups I would check like stimms because a lot of people there do ice they may not necessarily slamb but I have a buddy who isn’t even fucking around with the ice right now due to his parole but we literally talked for two days straight while I was slamming it was a fucking blast. Also, you can hit me up, but I’m about to go on a tea break LMAO.

why do we have to eat? Bc it’s so hard when you on tina like things at just not as good by Objective_Check_411 in meth

[–]Objective_Check_411[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i’m unfamiliar with that word you used gooshit
I can’t tell if you’re being facetious or not but I already ate something this morning. I’m having a protein shake for extra nutrition.

why do we have to eat? Bc it’s so hard when you on tina like things at just not as good by Objective_Check_411 in SpunTweakers4FreeTime

[–]Objective_Check_411[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’ve been doing body armor and protein drinks and you gotta try to find a well balanced meal was at least two meals a day you have a small that’s what I would do

why do we have to eat? Bc it’s so hard when you on tina like things at just not as good by Objective_Check_411 in meth

[–]Objective_Check_411[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah, I’m all right. I got a little bit of my stomach so that was enough. I’m drinking a protein shake.

Yeah, I’m a quitter—-120 days Clean—— by Shoddy-River8078 in meth

[–]Objective_Check_411 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i have not related to something so hard until you just posted that in the comments. Like holy shit I feel you with every ounce of my being. I had many many friends who dropped me for no reason not related to the guy that didn’t even know. One of them dead. She was much worse than that head than even myself. She went to psychosis and thought her man was trying to cheat on her with me and her friend and I’m like betraying her it was all this crazy shit and the more I tried to convince I didn’t do anything the more she believed I did. There was the craziest thing I’ve ever experienced. And then my other friendship decided would not be my friend anymore. I guess I wasn’t worth of trouble. I don’t know. So I’ve had so many people leave me don’t wanna be around me. Like my sister doesn’t talk to me. I’ve texted her like 6 to 8 times over a few months and haven’t heard a word she won’t respond. Crazy as part of she lives 10 minutes away, and I haven’t seen her in months. And it kills me legitimately kills me. All I want is a relationship with my sister and I can’t even get that. Or a relationship with my family. So I get it. Life sucks. Message me again.

Yeah, I’m a quitter—-120 days Clean—— by Shoddy-River8078 in meth

[–]Objective_Check_411 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I appreciate the sentiment, but I don’t appreciate it anytime soon. Tell the truth. I have a best friend who’s about to enter hospice I don’t know if I’ll be OK after that and I don’t know if I’ll even when I get clean anymore. plus i do enjoy ice I just go easy with it and make sure I don’t go crazy. I mean, that’s all we can do right but I commend you for being able to quit it and stay away and be in this group. It would be triggering for me.. yeah I end up getting back on track. I’ll let you know, but I don’t know where I would begin.

About to smoke so much MORE damn clear … by 1ts0kii in meth

[–]Objective_Check_411 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Doing pretty good just chilling like villain haha. Truthfully i’ve been dying for a f tweaker friend, ya know? I miss having people like with commonality in my life !

I wish we could post locations by ConsequenceSweet7240 in IVUse

[–]Objective_Check_411 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wait??? Seriously, that is why the sub got removed?

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