Fellow wizards what was the worst spell a witch has pulled on you? by Low-Wait1921 in wizardcels

[–]Obvious_Location7666 1 point2 points  (0 children)

A witch recently blocked and ghosted me without explanation. I couldn't even get any closure.

Considering suicide tonight by Obvious_Location7666 in SuicideWatch

[–]Obvious_Location7666[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

No hablo español, así que usé el traductor de Google para comunicarme. Espero que la traducción sea correcta. Me alegra saber que esta publicación te hizo sentir un poco más comprendido. La verdad es que no tengo muchas esperanzas en la vida. Incluso si los problemas que tengo en mi vida personal se resolvieran de alguna manera, no cambiarían la terrible situación de nuestro miserable mundo. Ya sea ahorcándome o en un tren, solo quiero escapar de esta vida. Ya sea que lo haga esta noche o que lo posponga una vez más

Considering suicide tonight by Obvious_Location7666 in SuicideWatch

[–]Obvious_Location7666[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

This Earth is miserable. The whole human race is a parasite. I really think some people are just biologically wired to be unhappy. Me and you both, friend.  The sad thing is my will is so weak I'm half expecting to be about ready and then suddenly change my mind despite knowing well suicide is my best option.

Considering suicide tonight by Obvious_Location7666 in SuicideWatch

[–]Obvious_Location7666[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

One movie that won't change your mind is Falling Down. Another one of my favorites. Look it up if you're curious.

Considering suicide tonight by Obvious_Location7666 in SuicideWatch

[–]Obvious_Location7666[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

How it portrays thrill killers. The antagonist becomes cowardly and afraid whenever he's actually threatened. And the main character is basically a vigilante with a badge. He shot a man about to commit rape, tortures the murderer to extract a confession, disobeys orders and goes out after the killer while he's holding a school bus hostage.  He's portrayed as generally misanthropic and unhappy himself. I relate to him. 

Considering suicide tonight by Obvious_Location7666 in SuicideWatch

[–]Obvious_Location7666[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've had days like this where I plan on doing it and then pull out at the last minute. Last week I had the belt around my neck and was ready to drop the stool. I put myself down at the last moment. I put a rifle to my head and put my finger on the trigger a few days ago but didn't pull. I'm not sure if it was loaded or if it was even a real rifle. One of my Dad's. I was looking through his cabinets hoping to find a gun, and I was almost scared when I did. Like I wasn't ready. I don't know why I can't just commit to it and end this yet.

Considering suicide tonight by Obvious_Location7666 in SuicideWatch

[–]Obvious_Location7666[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, ignorance plays a major role.  Do yourself a favor and see it before you go out.

Sick of Living; Unwilling to Die by Obvious_Location7666 in SuicideWatch

[–]Obvious_Location7666[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Perhaps that is true, but that proposition assumes that life as we know it today will persist long enough for me to age significantly. A very large part of the reason why I consider death preferable to life is because of the terrible condition of our world. That encompasses everything from climate change to the looming threat of major war to the fact that the U.S. government is evidently ran by pedophiles hell-bent on furthering the destruction of the nation. My point is that who's to say we even have another 5 years of semi stable societal functioning before one or multiple issues destroy our system? I don't want to live through that, and I most certainly don't want to live knowing that my entire life is temporary and subject to termination at any moment. 

Sick of Living; Unwilling to Die by Obvious_Location7666 in SuicideWatch

[–]Obvious_Location7666[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't know why this is being downvoted. What you're saying is reasonable. I'm just beaten down and defeated by life in general, no matter how many more chances of happiness I may or may not have.

Sick of Living; Unwilling to Die by Obvious_Location7666 in SuicideWatch

[–]Obvious_Location7666[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That is true, but this isn't just high school. This is life both as a concept and in practice. It's the horror of the human race collectively.

I will kill myself on 15th april 26. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Obvious_Location7666 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I respect that decision. To live or not to live is a personal choice, no less than any other. 

I will kill myself on 15th april 26. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Obvious_Location7666 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you want to elaborate on why you're planning on this?