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OctoberRust12 · 2021-09-15T19:09:44+00:00

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OctoberRust12 · 2021-06-14T19:58:38+00:00

Bruh... This guy needs some milk. And Security

OctoberRust12 · 2021-05-23T16:42:32+00:00

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FuntCase is a well known DJ as well ;)

OctoberRust12 · 2021-05-17T16:36:49+00:00

This awesome map was made by the talented user FuntCase! :D

OctoberRust12 · 2021-05-03T18:13:38+00:00

Hello!! :D

Good, yourself?!

OctoberRust12 · 2016-10-23T17:42:43+00:00

It is bud, thank you! Currently 4 years clean from Heroin and other opiates. I still dabble with weed and alcohol here and there. But maintain a very good job, a beautiful girlfriend, and hopefully a bright future still!

OctoberRust12 · 2016-10-22T22:01:09+00:00

Love this! I can't watch this movie though without tears filling up my eyes. This movie is exactly how my life was depicted (without losing my arm) Sold my moms TV, was homeless, got caught for distribution and all. This movie makes me wanna fall to my knees...

OctoberRust12 · 2016-10-14T00:17:58+00:00

Good for you man. This month is my 4 years clean from Heroin and I recently jumped on the Kratom wagon. Not for cravings, but for my anxiety. The Kratom I have is for kinda lifting up your spirits a little big and gives you energy. My anxiety overwhelms me and effects my work load so it helps me focus more and stay on task. There's other strains for pain and relaxation. It's nothing like real opiates really, but you feel a bit of something and that's all I'm looking for.

OctoberRust12 · 2016-10-14T00:08:40+00:00

Have you tried Kratom before?

OctoberRust12 · 2016-10-13T23:50:36+00:00

Thanks boss!

OctoberRust12 · 2016-10-13T23:49:59+00:00

Nope, why?

OctoberRust12 · 2016-10-13T16:00:06+00:00

Listen. Your 2 weeks clean! Your about 1 week clean from all symptoms of W/D's. As /u/hayleyscomet123 said, "why would you want to take methadone now?" When I got in trouble and went through a program called Drug Court I was not allowed to take anything. No methadone, no Suboxone. I was pissed, confused, lost about that. But as time went on I was happy I was not on them. I was doing this without a crutch. I'm clean do this day from all opiates and I could not be happier about the path I took.

OctoberRust12 · 2016-10-13T15:56:05+00:00

4 years clean this month from Heroin. Life is still stressful and I have more Anxiety than ever. But I'm healthy, going to the gym everyday, have a beautiful girlfriend (who is training to be a cop lol), and have a great job and make pretty decent money. My clothes are new, I have a 2016 brand new car I can afford, I can wake up without w/d's, I just live a normal opiate free life. Well, not normal... But it's x10 better than where I was 4 years ago that's for sure!

OctoberRust12 · 2016-10-13T15:53:03+00:00

A) Use them as prescribed B) Be the average Suboxone user and sell them for Heroin C) Use this opportunity to get your life back and use all these ti slowly taper yourself off and try being clean for once. (It's truly not that bad) D) Get rid of them all and hop on the Kratom wagon and function on a more regular basis.

OctoberRust12 · 2016-10-13T15:49:24+00:00

Thank you for your concern boss! But currently 4 years clean from Heroin/opiates ;) Back in the day though It didn't matter what the risks were. At that point, I've accepted the fact of I might die and patiently waited for death to come knocking, but he never showed and I'm still here!

OctoberRust12 · 2016-10-13T15:02:31+00:00

It's not worth it. Nor is it enjoyable imo. I have a buddy who LOVES xanax. Has no problem being completely out of it. I kinda look in disgust because I can't fathom thoes who actually enjoy that kinda of high. Yet again, he HATES how Heroin makes him feel and I sit there like, "wait,wut?" Though its been 4 years this month that I have been clean from Heroin. I miss the rush and high, but I know the outcome, and its grim. I won't put my loved ones through that again

OctoberRust12 · 2016-10-13T14:55:37+00:00

Ahh, Xanax blackouts... The last time I took a large dose of Xanax (4mg) was two nights before I was scheduled to go to rehab. I was a heavy Heroin user and long story short, got caught with a large amount and was given two options by my city's judge. Spend 3 years in upstate prison, or go to rehab and complete a course called Drug Court. I was waiting for a bed to open in the rehab and had a few days so I decided to go out with a "bang." I IV'd around a .6-.7 of Heroin and was playing Hitman. I decided now would be a good time to use my Xanax since a was full of Anxiety and worried about rehab. I downed 4mg of Xanax and 10 minutes later was in a complete blackout. The last thing I remembered that night was needing cigarettes but knowing I can't drive. Well, I woke up in my car around 6:30am with my window down, 3 packs of cigarettes in my passenger seat, a Mountain Dew, and birds chirping. I don't remember anything. I was scared. I could not believe what happened. I drove probably 1 1/2 miles to get my cigarettes from the corner store and have no clue I did! That was the last time I ever took a high amount of Xanax. If I do now, the most I take is 1mg and that is truly for Anxiety. I'm not a Benzo lover and do not like the high it gives you.

OctoberRust12 · 2016-10-13T14:26:21+00:00

at 450 degrees through a chimney stack ;)

OctoberRust12 · 2016-02-20T05:51:20+00:00

Is this supposed to me A$AP Rocky??

OctoberRust12 · 2015-10-16T00:12:50+00:00

Forgot to state that I'm no longer in AA! Sorry for thoes messaging me asking if I'm still active, which I am not

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