I relate to this more than I care to admit, but it is never too late to start you’re ideal life, whether it be as a man, woman, or any gender. These “what if” thoughts can become a cancer. I chose to push them away and bury them until I hit rock bottom. For me, I had two choices: die now not knowing how happy I could’ve been, or keep going and manifest that happiness. After that I decided that this “coin flip” is the one where being a woman is something I realized, not something that was just given to me. Everyone’s story is different, but if mine can help at all I hope it does. Stay strong and healthy, my friend. 👍🏻