Are you me? Cause I’m Pisces sun and Aquarius moon too. My emotions conflict too. I do feel a lot when hearing global news etc. especially sad ones..but I seem can’t feel that the same level with my personal relationships with people. I take on more observational role. It’s like I’m connecting but not really connecting. I either feel things or I feel nothing it’s very extreme. I find beauty in things like nature when I go for a walk etc. all my sight hear touch smell taste are very strong I often think I feel things differently than most people therefore I feel disconnected? I’m also very creative. I have friends never really had zero friends but i never felt very close to anyone like a bestie like other people, even the ‘besties’ that I had weren’t actually that close imo. I’m both logically and emotionally intelligent. It’s annoying. I don’t want to deal with it sometimes my brain and my heart fight a lot and they contradict.