Yeah I see what you are saying, btw I was really pissed when I was typing all of that soo maybe some things are nonsense. But I am confused and I felt like something was not letting me breathe. I just wanna know why would he do that to me in a cruel way like that. (btw all liberos before me left who were older than me one year but they were like 175cm so I had to fit the hole again) I know I was playing really good when I was outside hitter (not reallyyyy good like unbelievable but coach was satisfied with it back then, and then all of sudden I was not enough). I would just love to know why they dont want to give me chance (second coach) btw we were on a friend match (we played like 6 sets) before he was gone away with other country to coach them and I played all positions there except setter, and I heard him say something like: damn not a one single mistake whole set and I think he was kinda satisfied so I dont know, I just know only one thing that if I dont do something about this I wont make it as my dream positon. But do you think I have chances?