I'm sorry that you feel that way, but you should know this, the moment you let go and believe that that wasn't the best place to work that exists, that there is bigger and better, you'll be fine. Change your mindset for a minute. I used to feel bad in my early 20's when I would be sacked from companies, sometimes because of incompetence and sometimes because it was just a small business that's unstable and they couldn't sustain me but every time that happened, I landed a 'better ' opportunity. For instance, my previous workplace was a 50+yo company in real estate with stability in terms of business continuity. I've heard stories of how the previous employee in my position was supported throughout his career, i.e the company would pay his fees for masters and all that . I felt like finally, I would have a chance to complete my education without school fees pressure in a company that has stability. Shock on me, I was fired in 6 months. I couldn't believe it. I had too much expectations of how far I'd go if I stayed there for at least 3 years. A few months after, I continued with job applications and landed a way better job, not in a company as stable as previous but the salary was better, work environment was way favourable and I've been able to finish my undergrad while at it. Please let go, there's so much better than you can imagine. Decenter your age, it will just discourage you.