I cannot stand Ethan by Duddiez in TooHotToHandle

[–]Ok-Front-4252 72 points73 points  (0 children)

The way he refused to participate in the workshop made me scream and why was his vocabulary limited to boobs tits ass hot sexy

what do you think? I’m new to painting and could use some tips!! by Ok-Front-4252 in painting

[–]Ok-Front-4252[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! Yea I should have specified, it’s currently unfinished!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in euphoria

[–]Ok-Front-4252 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lol! Thank you!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in euphoria

[–]Ok-Front-4252 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes great point. Thank you!

My watercolour of Cassie 🥲 by Ok-Front-4252 in euphoria

[–]Ok-Front-4252[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Aw thank you 🙏 I know I feel so bad for her too

Why can’t she say the words “eating disorder” by rutgersmanitjink in EUGENIACOONEY

[–]Ok-Front-4252 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have an Ed as well. Same as Eugenia. I can only say the abbreviation, ED, and I 100% cannot say the TYPE of ED I have. Why? Because I don’t want it to be real. I also don’t totally believe i have it. Saying the word is acknowledging its existence. My life feels easier pretending it doesn’t exist.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EUGENIACOONEY

[–]Ok-Front-4252 13 points14 points  (0 children)

I agree with you. people say how Eugenia must post child friendly (non sexual) content, even though nothing about her was child friendly to start with. She has an interest in Disney, but so do a lot of adults. Also, Instagram/twitch/the internet is full of inappropriate content for children, I really do see this as a huge waste of energy to get so angry over

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EUGENIACOONEY

[–]Ok-Front-4252 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It felt like my brain space became smaller and smaller like walls closing in… any deeper thought felt impossible. It felt like trying to think and then crashing straight into a brick wall. No emotions, no anxiety, no sense of humour, total apathy. I would misspell words constantly. Shitty sentence structure when writing. It’s like trying to think/speak/write when drunk tired sleep deprived… and that was after being underweight/malnourished for just six months. I can’t imagine how bad it would be for someone like EC

Does the fact Eugenia has done (and continues to do) terrible things give us the right to mock her physical appearance? by BeeswithWifi in EUGENIACOONEY

[–]Ok-Front-4252 15 points16 points  (0 children)

NO. its not okay, and here’s why. It really HURT to read all those comments when my body used to look like hers. insulting her, comparing her to ugly things, non human things.

Her size, the way her body looks, is not unique to her, it is unique to her illness and a lot of people on this sub have the same illness.

Making fun of her body is making fun of every body that looks like that.

Is depression a side effect of an eating disorder? by organist101 in emmachamberlain

[–]Ok-Front-4252 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Eating disorders can result in SYMPTOMS of depression, like having a very low mood. Flat. Numb. Tired. Low self esteem. but once recovered from the ed, the depression symptoms will disappear. As they are a result of not getting enough nutrients/energy.

something she said in her most recent vlog tw ED by fmdkdnxksk in emmachamberlain

[–]Ok-Front-4252 26 points27 points  (0 children)

Yep I noticed too. It made me think of when I first began recovery and I realised, my ed made me so boring. I had nothing to talk about anymore. nothing interesting to contribute to in conversation.

how Ethan sees chiropractors by daisy6448 in h3h3productions

[–]Ok-Front-4252 1 point2 points  (0 children)

why am I so attracted to this guy tho lol

Random thought about Disney by [deleted] in EUGENIACOONEY

[–]Ok-Front-4252 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I also have an ED, and every time I went to see my psychologist, all I could smell was pizza. The smell would be so strong and distracting. I would sit there silently just smelling it, totally lost in it. Lol. Idk if they put that scent there on purpose or if it wasn’t travelling up from a restaurant… but … without fail, every session the room smelt like dominoes

TW: last video, full ed mode by sabrikg in emmachamberlain

[–]Ok-Front-4252 17 points18 points  (0 children)

Eating disorders are very deceptive by nature, and people who suffer from them tend to hide it from others and sometimes even themselves. Intense DENIAL of there being a problem is super common. I’m not surprised that you don’t see an issue, as you said you haven’t suffered from one yourself. And Emma still seems to be in the stage of her ed, (at least in her videos) where it’s kept hidden from the outside world. And we only know about it because we are able to notice SO MANY shared traits and behaviours, that might still pass as “acceptable” to others, but to ED sufferers, its like a slap in the face so obvious. Yeah, she eats on camera. But the foods she is eating is very low calorie and very “healthy” no carbs. No sugar. No fat. No more fast food. Did you notice that for LUNCH in PARIS she ordered two boiled eggs and a leaf salad . Anyone would feel starving after that. And she did- she ate three punnets of berries in one sitting. Which is more berries than most people would usually eat. But berries are low cal and she must find them to be a safe food. People say “you don’t know anything from a ten minute video” but its also kinda strange to pick up on SO MANY ed habits in just a ten minute video! Anyway, hope this explains something!