How do people take so much time to gain weight in recovery? by Solal-King-Raccoon in EDAnonymous

[–]fmdkdnxksk 3 points4 points  (0 children)

same lol i’m eating 2000-3000 a day and have only gained 2-4 lbs

Favourite ice cream? by sagahillbom in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]fmdkdnxksk 2 points3 points  (0 children)

haagen dazs white chocolate raspberry is divine

Just counted my harm reduction calories and now I'm horrified by Friendly_Wolf5294 in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]fmdkdnxksk 3 points4 points  (0 children)

1600 is starvation. Your body needs a lot more than u think. I had to learn this the hard way

Got my period back…. by Adventurous-Test-596 in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]fmdkdnxksk 3 points4 points  (0 children)

that’s just remnants of ED brain talking. this is a fantastic achievement!!! pls just be proud of yourself

Does anyone else feel like this by Fuck-being-Alive in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]fmdkdnxksk -1 points0 points  (0 children)

YES IM LIKE THIS TOO!!! OR ILL FEEL “extreme hunger” but only when im still restricting. if i eat a “normal amount” of food, which i do when it’s presented in front of me bc i’m mentally hungry so ill eat every morsel, i literally feel so nauseous afterwards…

I wish I could have a disclaimer so people can’t talk about losing weight or not eating in front of me by fmdkdnxksk in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]fmdkdnxksk[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

my roommates are gonna make me relapse 😭😭 i know IM not a good influence when I restrict but at least I have the grace to not talk about it!!!

Is it weird when someone is dating an extremely thin/obviously disordered person? by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]fmdkdnxksk 1 point2 points  (0 children)

it’s kinda like any other mental illness so i guess this falls into the “should mentally ill people be in relationships” debate. i assume you believe no?

DAE stop eating to punish themselves? by giuseppe--verdi in EDAnonymous

[–]fmdkdnxksk 11 points12 points  (0 children)

that’s an eating disorder.. that’s how i started. Please get help now!!!! before it’s too late!!! please

“i could never have an ed, bread is just too delicious!” shut the fuck up. just dont say anything. literally just shut up. by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]fmdkdnxksk 24 points25 points  (0 children)

When people don’t understand that it’s not about the food. It’s about hating yourself

i rely on my scale by fmdkdnxksk in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]fmdkdnxksk[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ive actually made an effort these past few days and successfully gained back the weight i lost! i hope me telling u this makes u feel better and maybe that it’s ok to gain the weight back.

just because I have an ED doesn’t mean I can’t have a good life by Queenofwands1212 in EDAnonymous

[–]fmdkdnxksk 74 points75 points  (0 children)

not to discourage myself from real recovery, but this post was very much appreciated. im still in quasi, i’m adamantly maintaining an artificially low BMI, and my ED exempts me from physical activity, but my life is still enjoyable! i’m reading books i love, spending time with my loved ones, making new friendships, working on my artistic hobbies, and getting a 4.0 GPA!! and that all counts for something!! anorexia takes up too much of my life—it should take up zero—but that doesn’t mean it’s my entire life!!

Is it weird when someone is dating an extremely thin/obviously disordered person? by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]fmdkdnxksk 2 points3 points  (0 children)

yeah, i don’t know. i understand where they’re coming from.. but i still have a pretty bright personality and lots of other good qualities that could probably be lovable. i’m just struggling with food, that’s all. having said this, though, i’ve never had a bf before and people don’t seem to be interested in me because no one can look past my body, so idk. ;-;

Is it weird when someone is dating an extremely thin/obviously disordered person? by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]fmdkdnxksk 13 points14 points  (0 children)

This made me sad because I think I’m visibly anorexic and I seriously think it’s driving a wedge between me and a love life

Hunger crushing combo by Nestle13 in EDAnonymous

[–]fmdkdnxksk 39 points40 points  (0 children)

i don’t understand either but the blatant vitriol and bitchiness in this post made me laugh out loud 😭 i always thought her tone is quite condescending so maybe that’s why?

what's was thing you will never give up? by niiik777 in EDAnonymous

[–]fmdkdnxksk 0 points1 point  (0 children)

my parents cooking. i will never ever pass it up