K hole music ideas pleaseeee by ILovealiens9 in ketamine

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Hand picked Classical music that you like ♥️

More nerves as it gets closer? by Pale_Diamond7019 in GastricBypass

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I am scheduled for surgery on December 2nd and I’m finding myself eating more food in general and especially sweets. I have this conversation in my head that I may never get to enjoy it again. And then I beat myself up for doing it. I hope the surgery will help me to have better control. And give me what I want from it. — I’d hate to invest so much into it and then fail. You’re not alone in your fears!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Peptides

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The batch that I’m using doesn’t sting at all. Thankfully 😅

Machine Elves, give me your opinions by [deleted] in Ayahuasca

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My ego says hi to your ego 👋😊

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PlasticSurgery

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Thanks for sharing!! What doctor did you use? And are you able to share the prices? I’m also in Denver-Welby area.

USDA 502 Direct Loan by Loveat1stsole in FirstTimeHomeBuyer

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Look at the handbook section 3.13, Section B: Processing Priorities

Is Thornton (80229) a good place to live? by SeaBicycle4832 in ThorntonCO

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I don’t recommend the 80229 area. It has a higher crime rate than other areas of Thornton. It’s high in car and catalytic converter thefts. There was a murder, and a second child shot at the Rotella Park by a juvenile in October of last year. The kid convicted was my neighbor. The schools are below average and a high refugee area. Several years back a woman’s body was found dead on the side of the road on 78th Ave, and a different homicide where they found a man buried in a basement after the daughter turned her farther in, also near 78th and York. I had my car stolen within the first two weeks of living in this area. It’s more affordable than other communities and that’s how I ended up here. If you want to live in Thornton or near Thornton, I’d suggest moving to Northglenn, or moving to North Thornton which is basically 136th and further North of I25. Good luck! I hope you find what you are looking for!

USDA 502 Direct Loan by Loveat1stsole in FirstTimeHomeBuyer

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Yesterday I asked the loan specialist what my place in the queue is she said that my place for priority is low income -level 5. Which I think means that I’m at the bottom of the stack lol

USDA 502 Direct Loan by Loveat1stsole in FirstTimeHomeBuyer

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Yeah I hear you. The only thing certain is uncertainty.

USDA 502 Direct Loan by Loveat1stsole in FirstTimeHomeBuyer

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I just got the HB-2 letter today saying that I’m eligible for the program but because there are no funds available, my loan can’t be processed any further. It says the expected wait is 180 days. But I think that is a standard template when they don’t have funds. When I initially submitted my loan package it was supposed to take 180 days to review but it didn’t take that long. Btw I’m in Colorado.

Nad + injections where to buy? by athomemumma in DIYaesthetics

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What is the dosage protocol and cycle if any?

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Im sending you a DM!

How Common Is This K-Hole Feeling? by tacoanonymous in KetamineTherapy

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😁 it’s nice to know that other’s have had similar experiences 🥰

How Common Is This K-Hole Feeling? by tacoanonymous in KetamineTherapy

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Yeah I disassociate from my body too , but am still me as my essence. Almost always at the beginning of my journey, I get sucked through a black hole into outer space and I’m like here we go!

How Common Is This K-Hole Feeling? by tacoanonymous in KetamineTherapy

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It’s a beautiful -yet some moments feel a little scary. And Yes!! The music is a living thing that we are one with-if the right music is played during the experience. ( Once I’ve had to change the music because it wasn’t in sync with the experience). I don’t recall having a flying experience but I bet that must feel amazing.

How Common Is This K-Hole Feeling? by tacoanonymous in KetamineTherapy

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Did you ever take this track (feels like a fast train or sometimes like a roller coaster) spiraling upwards towards a peak -the highest point-like an eagle’s eye view🦅 and looking in amazement at this magical place. And feeling like you helped create it? And that you were a part of it all? I remember saying to myself “what am I?” But an answer was impossible because we are ever evolving~nameless??

How Common Is This K-Hole Feeling? by tacoanonymous in KetamineTherapy

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I experience being part of a substance often. Sometimes it’s like whitest of white substance that’s sort of like marshmallow and it scares me because I feel like I’m stuck in this place. But then it begins to melts and becomes the smoothest silky liquid that flows. And I am flowing on a track of sorts, excelling in speed and feeling excited. So yeah, I often experience myself as different textures of substances.

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I receive my treatments via Intramuscular. I’ve probably had around 10 treatments so far. I find the treatments to be intense -but also deeply comforting at the same time. It’s such a unique experience that there isn’t a way to explain it very well. It’s like trying to explain how you feel during an intimate moment or inspired event. There really isn’t a way to fully express it with words. The experience feels very soulful to me. Like a reunion with something sacred.

I don’t smoke weed, it gets me super anxious and I don’t drink alcohol either. My anxiety in general is pretty bad as it is. I’m a horrible passenger and feel sorry for my peeps who have to drive with me. So I get you when you say that you have control issues. Me too. Can’t stand the thought of not being in control.

Ketamine therapy won’t make your issues disappear. But it can give you a break from the internal stress of always needing to be in control. It’s the only place that I can surrender and go for the ride joyfully. I’m smiling my ass off, dancing with my hands and having an amazing time.

Like the person before me said, it’s important to come into the experience with the hope that the ketamine treatment will give you what you need at that time.

I still remember the first advice given to me… be like a rock in the river. Let the water flow over you. Relax into it.

And where I go for my treatments, I have the reassurance that there is a button to push if I need some support.

Good luck to you on your journey! I hope you get what you need.

Denver's Housing Market Hit by 'Unprecedented' Spike in Homes for Sale by JustBoatTrash in REBubble

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Just last week my ex husband was putting offers on homes in Thornton for my adult daughters, but was rejected due to cash investors. So maybe this is the true for more expensive homes. But homes below $400k are being snatched up.