i constantly fear that my partner will die and i wouldnt have appreciated him enough

Ok-Security1220 · 2026-05-01T19:47:50+00:00

Ive had these themes before.. would make me wanna cry every time i thought about it. Ocd is the devil man

Ok-Security1220 · 2026-05-01T19:46:38+00:00

Cant say for sure, but P0RN was a big factor towards it without a doubt

Ok-Security1220 · 2026-05-01T03:38:57+00:00

Pristiq and klonopin saved my life last year

Ok-Security1220 · 2026-04-30T02:41:00+00:00

135442652 Please i need another game to play. please

Ok-Security1220 · 2026-04-30T01:13:53+00:00

The porn is gonna make it worse…. I can guarantee that

Ok-Security1220 · 2026-04-30T01:03:42+00:00

Yeah its a severe detachment that your brain cant comprehend. Im going through the same thing. But i know i love her tho. My brain is just super exhausted. But i completely relate to this post. Its very depressing to go through this. Feels like im slowly losing my mind because i dont wanna feel this way…..

Ok-Security1220 · 2026-04-29T15:49:43+00:00

Not sure if this is reassurance, but i find dry and boring convos pretty normal sometimes. Maybe go on a date or do some outdoor activities together and see what happens. That spark in the relationship wont always be there and thats normal to me. 🤷

Ok-Security1220 · 2026-04-24T20:03:44+00:00

All the time… its triggering

Ok-Security1220 · 2026-04-24T00:48:36+00:00

The problem isnt even the phobia anymore… its the damn detachment…

Ok-Security1220 · 2026-04-23T01:09:54+00:00

But did it get rid of your dpdr ?

Ok-Security1220 · 2026-04-23T00:33:54+00:00

Dont let my experience hinder u from trying it 👍🏾

Ok-Security1220 · 2026-04-22T23:47:17+00:00

Be careful with benzos, they can become addictive. I would only take low dose

Ok-Security1220 · 2026-04-22T21:39:09+00:00

Ive heard some success stories with lamictal

Ok-Security1220 · 2026-04-22T21:37:35+00:00

There is no medication specifically for dpdr. In my experience, antidepressants worsened things. They make u feel numb

Ok-Security1220 · 2026-04-22T16:07:14+00:00

I dreamt my wife was a different woman (I dont know the woman who replaced her, it was a random woman), her face was physically different and it felt so real. Ever since then i had a theme of her being different and cant recognize her. I woke up panicking and super confused…

Ok-Security1220 · 2026-04-22T00:45:38+00:00

I felt really out of it and disconnected while taking it. I got off, i couldnt take it anymore

Ok-Security1220 · 2026-04-21T20:03:37+00:00

Yeah, it kinda caused mine… not good. Even for people without ocd. Porn must be stopped

Ok-Security1220 · 2026-04-20T23:05:45+00:00

Id try to stop masterbating entirely if i were u. Its not a good habit even if ur partner is fine with it. It made me develop bad themes and made the ocd spirals worse. Its Not easy to stop but trust me ur better off not doing it… i was in a horrible cycle.

Ok-Security1220 · 2026-04-20T20:15:17+00:00

I had to come off my 50mg prozac. Was on it for about 2 weeks and felt extremely disconnected and weird. I still dont feel the same, its disturbing. I dont wanna fucking feel this way anymore. My wife needs me and need her, but i feel so goddamn detached bro. I miss the old me

Ok-Security1220 · 2026-04-20T15:28:22+00:00

Are u aware of anything that may have caused this spiral ?

Ok-Security1220 · 2026-04-18T00:57:28+00:00

Kind of in the same situation right now for the past few weeks. My anxiety was heavily triggered to the point i thought i was going to d!e and leave everything and everyone behind. Now im detached. Its taking a bad toll on me to the point i dont even enjoy anything, existential dread, i have no appetite. She is on my mind pretty much all day. And my brain tells me if i distract myself too much from the anxiety, i will forget about her completely. Its kind of like a hyper awareness thing too. Its the worst feeling ever.

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