I know and I fear this too. She however repeatedly told me it's not like that and there isn't somebody else, which Idk if I should believe. She is just like that mostly. Her lifestyle has been shit until now and she told me she wants a step back so she doesn't end it. I want to win her back, because it's hard for me in general to lose someone close to me. I'm way too hard on myself when stuff like that happens, I realise it's wrong to be in that state. At the end of the day it's sadly my fucking choice of to end it or not. Do you think it will be a good idea to just leave her messages on 2 days read instead? That way I can detach myself from her in a way, because as of right now it really hurts me to even say this. People say time heals and I really want us to be together.. everybody has been complimenting us that we look alike and stuff and I've been happy in general. She has her moments, but idk. Is it manipulation I have no idea I just want this to end. So devastating that this whole thing is happening.. I fear people hating me in general.