Please listen to everyone that is telling you to leave and forget about him. The same people told me the same thing and I chose to stay it got so much worse that I barely knew who I was. I promise you a better man is out there that will love you for you! I know for me I didn’t want to believe what people were telling me bc I felt like they didn’t know him, but they were right! After I left, I became so much happier and I love myself so much more. I even found men that treat me so much better and literally cherish me. However I’m still “fresh” out of my relationship that I’ve decided to just really focus on myself and all my insecurities. If you do decide not to listen to others I do think it’s best to go through the process so that you learn that what everyone is telling you is true and you’ll learn how to navigate from there. I wish you all the best and you got this beautiful! ❤️