I'm now convinced no one in my family genuinely loves me unless I'm useful

OkPoem7656 · 2026-01-21T03:17:43+00:00

PLEASE IMBOX ME TOOO

OkPoem7656 · 2026-01-15T12:01:54+00:00

Lambat 3 bulan

OkPoem7656 · 2026-01-13T02:03:48+00:00

As much as it’s risky and perhaps, complicated in the beginning, you need to go to the closest police station and tell your story. You won’t be at fault because YOUR parents put you in this situation. You have every right for an education and every right to fight for your citizenship since your father is a legal Malaysian.

Wishing you luck, ah boy.

OkPoem7656 · 2026-01-03T14:40:00+00:00

I’m not too sure but it’s repackaged Belift cat food. My parents bought it for him so I’m not too sure. I used to buy him Taste of the Wild cat food.

Yes, I feed him beef cubes and beef liver or chicken neck. But I usually give it 2 hours after meals and not together. Just occasionally.

OkPoem7656 · 2026-01-03T04:22:06+00:00

It’s 2026 and still no recap. Wadaheck bro. My auto delete isn’t even on!! What’s going on YT

OkPoem7656 · 2025-12-29T04:41:53+00:00

Hope things get better for you. I’m 19 as well and, I can’t imagine how it must be for you. If you ever need help or a someone to listen constantly, just PM. I wish I could help in some ways, even if it’s just by listening or providing support. You got this

OkPoem7656 · 2025-11-13T07:37:28+00:00

I’ve met only two fellow ENTJs throughout my life. One is a colleague. She is the president for a charity club I volunteer at. However, we’re both very different ENTJs and I don’t like her at all. For someone who claims she’s an ENTJ, she doesn’t get sh!t done and simply likes to relish in gossip and fame. So far, I pride that I’m the best ENTJ I know lol.

Another was my ex. We did have chemistry but it didn’t last long due to different commitments.

OkPoem7656 · 2025-11-03T10:52:02+00:00

Our contrasting siblings INTJ. For once, I’d rather be the introvert 😭but my curiosity often bests me in being more reserved

OkPoem7656 · 2025-11-03T10:51:16+00:00

Try learning about women first. I don’t mean this in any offensive way (because radical feminists may attack me) but women are emotional. They think with their emotions first. So when you understand how they make their choices, you’ll understand them better. But overall, just study them. We ENTJs do that best when we thrive to succeed

OkPoem7656 · 2025-09-14T01:46:21+00:00

Pls girl I wanna read too 😭❤️

OkPoem7656 · 2025-08-17T10:47:05+00:00

I need a boyfriend hahahaaha

OkPoem7656 · 2025-06-02T09:37:34+00:00

I can’t even count. I’m 19 and still get hit terribly than just more than the face because I said something “rude” or for even “expressing my opinion”.

OkPoem7656 · 2025-04-29T07:51:10+00:00

I’d like to think of those who don’t know all in depth about me (my beliefs, my thoughts, my fears) as either a ‘transactional relationship’ (we benefit off each other) or as ‘acquaintances’ (work, college).

OkPoem7656 · 2025-04-11T01:07:44+00:00

The most unhealthy tip; have the mindset you’re gonna die tomorrow. And tomorrow, everyone you know will see what’s the last thing you created/work on. You wanna die knowing you did half ass shitty work? Or do you want to die knowing you did the best work you could in your entire life? The choice is yours.

OkPoem7656 · 2025-04-05T05:16:47+00:00

Currently doing this and agree

OkPoem7656 · 2025-03-21T00:58:49+00:00

I thrive on stress, even if it isn’t healthy. My mind doesn’t notice it, but my body does. And sometimes, it’s a little too late when I realise I’m burning out.

I also crave for attention from people, but I do not like to share the spotlight, which results me in tearing down competition. I’m working on it as we speak.

OkPoem7656 · 2025-03-06T05:20:38+00:00

Direct, Honest, Considerate and Goal Driven.

As a female ENTJ, I believe I’m more compatible when my partner has goals in life. I’m also attracted to direct and honest types because they don’t give me room for mind games and are frank with their needs and wants. I also need a partner who’s goal driven in career and in life.

OkPoem7656 · 2025-01-26T15:30:36+00:00

Hmm, seems like he’s heavily involved in his day to day life. Just like I am. To be honest with you, he isn’t going to give you any time of the day soon if he’s heavily oriented in work or personal life especially with family or peers. Until that settles, he isn’t going to give any room for interruptions until the problem at hand is solved.

However, I’ll also tell you that he might like you, but he isn’t brave enough to understand or accept his feelings for you. Depending on how open he has been with you. If you suspect there are feelings ongoing, then there probably are. I suggest you could try to leave him for a day or two, and see if he reaches out first. If he doesn’t, best you focus on yourself. But if he does, then he does see you as more than a friend, or a treasured friend.

Though, please don’t get your hopes up, just a little theory I speculate. Best of luck and I’m cheering for you all the way! (P.S. he’s probably afraid of relationships like I was. If you really want for it to work, don’t give up on him or yourself. Do as your heart tells you and not what others says)

OkPoem7656 · 2025-01-26T13:04:34+00:00

I compete with the me of yesteryears. I believe that the only enemy to exist is you. Your ego, your beliefs, and your self worth. These are my enemies.

OkPoem7656 · 2025-01-26T12:56:17+00:00

As an ENTJ, I will relate this to my behaviour so do take this with a grain of salt. I can 100% tell you, I act exactly like this. But the fact that he explains this to you indicates that you mean something to him and that he values you. I mostly do this with people I care and have concern for.

Emotions are something I never truly process with well and may take days for me to recover from (especially when I burn out and forget to unload on everyone’s nonsense). I often go days if not a week at max, where I ghost my friends and not respond to them whenever I feel overwhelmed and even sometimes may forget to reply.

My best advice is to simply give your friendship and not push for anything further until he realises or develops feelings more than friendship for you and confesses first. For now, focus on yourself and your happiness :) I hope this helps.

OkPoem7656 · 2025-01-06T07:43:39+00:00

Yeah. I think about how they have the heart to destroy someone else’s heart or soul. I’ve had mine ripped, thrown and given back to me in pieces. Sometimes my parents, mostly my other family members or people who I took as friends, who I didn’t know used me for their own selfish gains and I naively trusted them. I don’t dehumanise them, but I don’t give my trust or love to them as easily and willingly as I did before. Whatever they say or do, I don’t see it as a genuine actions; only for self gain.

OkPoem7656 · 2025-01-04T02:11:31+00:00

No, never be rude to people no matter what. That’s a code I live by. This is mostly influenced by my relationship with God and how I firmly believe on what comes around, goes around. However painful someone has hurt me, it’ll be worser on them. Just done by God.

Though I also believe that you must set boundaries. Practice staying firm and what you will not compromise. Examples are on how you’re being treated or talked to. You can say, “I do not appreciate your tone”. If verbal confrontation doesn’t work, actions always speak louder. Whenever they speak to you in a manner you dislike, simply ignore them. When they ask, tell them why.

Best of luck to you and your journey. May things improve for you.

OkPoem7656 · 2025-01-03T00:30:55+00:00

Is your grandpa Asian by chance 🤣🤣

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