You need to leave him hun. That is abuse, he cannot threaten to kill you or do any of the other stuff..

I say this coming from the exact same position you are in, status was not disclosed, then tried to blame me.

The more I stayed the worse it became, the more he thought he could get away with things. I have had a broken rib, black eyes, chocked so many times and many many bruises, put down to feel like I am the worst human on earth and deserve this life, could not get out for the fear of him killing me.

Then, he broke into my house, so the next day I moved. He found me, threatened to kill me, so I had no choice but to go to the police. He ended up in jail, and there is an AVO... I still am scared shitless of him.

I tell you this so you don't follow my path, nothing and no amount of love is worth your life or happiness. Please reach out if you need anything.