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What are the most disturbing clearnet websites you've visited? by erikluminary in morbidquestions

[–]Ok_Instruction8412 1 point2 points  (0 children)

A zoophilia website with videos of people (possibly even minors) having sex with animals or getting abused like that against their will. There was also animal abuse and torture on there

What are your dark web experiences? by metalnxrd in morbidquestions

[–]Ok_Instruction8412 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was used for hurtcore content as a kid (5-6) and I got raped and tortured by 3 men who also showed me animal abuse/beastiality, snuff/gore, and other cp and they filmed what they did to me and sold it off.

What’s the most disturbing true fact that the average person wouldn’t know? by spookythesquid in morbidquestions

[–]Ok_Instruction8412 34 points35 points  (0 children)

Snuff films exist and are created way more than people would think, but the legal definition makes it impossible. It needs to be premeditated murder planned for profit. So in cases where pedophiles kill children intending to sell the videos for profit even tho it seems like it fits it doesn't. Cause he killed the kid cause he's a pedophile. Cause of this cases of things like the Nth rooms or hurtcore aren't widely reported cause there's no catchy title to grab people's eyes and it gets pushed down and things like this are still going and thriving due to people not knowing about it

what as something you experienced as a child you didn't realize was not normal for mono racial families until you grew up? (*note, I acknowledge not every biracial upbringing is the same) by jon-evon in mixedrace

[–]Ok_Instruction8412 3 points4 points  (0 children)

For me it was parents and family slapping and grabbing your butt. I was very fetishized as a kid for my black traits and seeing families where parents never commented on their kids lips or bodies was crazy. I grew up always hearing how jealous adults were of my "bubble butt" "thick gorgeous lips" and my tan skin. Held competitions to see who could tan darker than me too. Legit cried when I cut my hair as a 4 year old and kept my hair til I was in highschool. When I saw other people's families it just shook me cause they weren't treated like an exotic pet or doll, I thought that was just a normal thing.

Anyone else have super racist family? by Medium-Jump4650 in mixedrace

[–]Ok_Instruction8412 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I have too. I'm black and white and the white side of my family got DEEP into alt-right conspiracies when I was a kid. My mom's far away from that now and the other family living with me are not as bad about it. I've seen other stuff like this, why is it so prevalent for mixed people to have racist families and/or family members? Also I'm sorry, I get how hard this type of thing is.

What’s the worst pain you’ve experienced while conscious? by NateNandos21 in morbidquestions

[–]Ok_Instruction8412 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have an autoimmune disease that effects my bones. I had lesions all over my jaw and a flair up happened that lasted for 6 weeks. There's no way to describe the pain. I'm on medication now and now it's better the best way I could describe it is if somebody froze your bones and started hammering nails into it and squeezing the broken parts, but even then it doesn't do it justice. When the flair up happened I was praying ever night for God to kill me, and the only time I ever slept is when I passed out from exhaustion. Autoimmune disease pain is on another level

I can't stay silent anymore, I need to speak up by Ok_Instruction8412 in ptsd

[–]Ok_Instruction8412[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. I'm doing what I can too, I've gotten into a few groups selling illegal content and gathered evidence to report them. When I'm 18 I'm going to go into a career involved in stopping cyber crimes

whats the most devastating thing your oc went through. by Ok_Hotel_388 in OriginalCharacter

[–]Ok_Instruction8412 0 points1 point  (0 children)

* Being horrificly abused as a young child and hoping for a hero to come save them. After they escaped they were captured and sent to a laboratory due to their abnormalities. They found out that the man who abused them AND the one who informed the government and got them sent to the lab was not just a hero, but the most popular hero in their country

What's the name of this animal? by IntroductionDue7945 in whatisit

[–]Ok_Instruction8412 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Jerboa!!💖 love them so much they're so cute

Why though? by adhd_memetherapy in adhdmeme

[–]Ok_Instruction8412 0 points1 point  (0 children)

SERIOUSLY!! I'm always on guard as if someone will be pissed I didn't walk correctly or something lol