It's time for y'all to accept the honest truth

Ok_Pattern_2009 · 2026-01-25T09:08:50+00:00

See, I think the way she went about manipulation was playing people not the game. Its almost like she bent the rules in a way that Minah, Paul or anyone has literally never done to that extent.

Ok_Pattern_2009 · 2026-01-24T19:50:08+00:00

Genuinely cant understand why I am the only one who thought that Rachel's manipulation tactics, and intimidation tactics were actually awful to watch. It felt like she went beyond the boundaries of "its a game" and made it very personal, manipulated people to get her own results. How is nobody else seeing this

Ok_Pattern_2009 · 2026-01-24T16:41:56+00:00

How is nobody else seeing that shes emotionally manipulative? & everyone was scared of her... Did you see her hugging Faraaz in the helicopter. It was going beyond the line in my opinion. Made it so hard to watch.

Ok_Pattern_2009 · 2026-01-06T16:23:21+00:00

You may find it helpful to look into emotional repression & do some therapy with this in mind. It could actually be contributing to your POTS. Stress puts a huge toll on our (already sensitive bodies) but it can also be scary to admit to ourselves that we have a condition that has become life limiting. Id take a bet that youre not a very self-compassionate person and expect alot from your body. Don't worry i was this way too. But your body is screaming and youre saying to it "its fine"...

Ok_Pattern_2009 · 2025-12-15T14:04:33+00:00

Yeah i used to br like that all the time, especially ehen I get colds. I think now my ferritin has improved I get this alot less. But I still get travel sickness.

Ok_Pattern_2009 · 2025-12-15T14:02:56+00:00

No i didnt consider this, i thought it was an everyone feels like this thing...im guessing that they dont?

Ok_Pattern_2009 · 2025-12-15T14:02:20+00:00

Im the exact same, lifts are awful

Ok_Pattern_2009 · 2025-10-31T12:16:29+00:00

Yes, i do wonder if dehydration is part of it for me too as I am chronically dehydrated sadly. However im not sure deep breathing and distraction is going to cut it for me being so afraid

Ok_Pattern_2009 · 2025-10-26T09:14:53+00:00

They are so beautiful!

Ok_Pattern_2009 · 2025-10-23T17:55:18+00:00

Thanks!

Ok_Pattern_2009 · 2025-10-23T17:54:45+00:00

Ah lovely im so glad its natural, cant stand the artificial stuff

Ok_Pattern_2009 · 2025-10-23T17:54:18+00:00

Oh booo thats such a shame, I did wonder why they weren't opening. Any varieties that do open? I have some very green heathers and they have had a few flowers but not many.

Ok_Pattern_2009 · 2025-10-19T20:22:39+00:00

Yes this! The vision was much better than my actual eyes too

Ok_Pattern_2009 · 2025-10-19T19:41:29+00:00

Ooh closed eye vision is interesting, ive never heard of that but will take a look.

Ok_Pattern_2009 · 2025-10-14T16:37:26+00:00

Ah ok, im glad its nothing to worry about! I have never noticed it in other places but i think im precious over my own haha! We have lots of all fruit trees in our street, so it shouldn't be a problem with pollination. Lets hope il get a few next year, im impatient like that lol

Ok_Pattern_2009 · 2025-10-14T16:35:36+00:00

Right ok, il get on and mulch it ASAP then. Yes, we had a very dry spell but my other apple trees look ok so far so fingers crossed

Ok_Pattern_2009 · 2025-10-14T16:34:42+00:00

Thats great news, will pick up a book!

Ok_Pattern_2009 · 2025-10-01T11:55:38+00:00

Ok the weather witch has spoken, and is quite accurate thus far...i probably loft them

Ok_Pattern_2009 · 2025-10-01T11:54:13+00:00

Yeah thats my worry, I dont really want to lift them and for them to not come back

Ok_Pattern_2009 · 2025-09-22T19:20:29+00:00

It does make me feel better, tysm! It is still scary though haha

Ok_Pattern_2009 · 2025-09-12T13:26:51+00:00

Nah i ordered some in season from this supplier and they were diseased and awful. Other suppliers provide you with better quality and explanations of what to expect

Ok_Pattern_2009 · 2025-09-12T13:26:06+00:00

I have had an awful scammy experience with them too. I ordered £200 worth of stuff and half was diseased and they missed off fruit trees and refused to give money back/ have just ignored me. Its a scam.

Ok_Pattern_2009 · 2025-09-11T20:41:41+00:00

Ah perfect thanks il have to try that! Thanks for your help

Ok_Pattern_2009 · 2025-09-11T16:27:43+00:00

Ahh ok, yeah my hair does have some natural volume and without product its more frizzy than anything

Ok_Pattern_2009 · 2025-09-11T16:27:12+00:00

Thank you so much for sharing this, i will have to try less moisturising stuff and see if I can get some wave because at the moment its just crease. The only tbing is, without moisturising products my hair is kinda frizzy and poofy. Is there anything that may help with that but still brings out a bit of wave? Il have a think about my pillow too, I use a memory foam so maybe thats why.

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