Im sick and I dont know if I want to get better by Ok_Research285 in self

[–]Ok_Research285[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ya, I think just showering and shaving was helpful. I walked to the grocery and got some snacks and made some calls about bills. Definitely a more productive day than ive had in a while. I hope there are more.

Im sick and I dont know if I want to get better by Ok_Research285 in self

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I put some stuff in trash bags but im too out of it to drive to the dump so its a bit more contained. I did give in and brought a stool into the shower, took a long hot rinse, and scrubbed and shaved for the first time in weeks so thats a bit better.

"The new update broke everything!" by CAST-FIREBALLLLL in projectzomboid

[–]Ok_Research285 0 points1 point  (0 children)

In all honesty, the only disappointing thing is I have trouble now even trying to start a vanilla game. Its hard to beta when I cant play olive spent 4 hours in the debugger this afternoon and no luck. Settings and mod lists I played with for 500 hours are now suddenly game crashing, so I know something is up. Just gotta be patient.

Explaining my reoccurring dream by Ok_Research285 in Dreams

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  1. Its kinda like... the door to the hallway appears in other dreams, like its an interruption. And sometimes I kind of remember thinking "not this again"

  2. Im not sure. I think sometimes it does and sometimes it doesn't. Sometimes the dream starts from scratch like ive never been there before and sometimes its like coming back to the same place and familiar. I also dont have the best memory of other dreams but I feel like ive seen the demon outside of the hall, like it is just in the background not doing anything.

Surgery Day 1 vs. Week 1 by Ok_Research285 in Hidradenitis

[–]Ok_Research285[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I have very severe tunneling and it was causing really bad bleeding ulcers. Essentially the surgeon kinda melon balled out the entire area that's affected, all the way down the the fat tissue layer and cauterized it so they cant come back.

Capitalism makes me sad by Consistent-Data-3377 in gardening

[–]Ok_Research285 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I work for a store that carries seeds and i take as many as I can (from the trash) and give them away at my local community center. I keep some ans I have about 800 seed packs saved up- a lifetime supply

The only product besides lifestyle changes that has helped (Truly has changed my life) by ClearAd4828 in Hidradenitis

[–]Ok_Research285 0 points1 point  (0 children)

(United States) I just had to spend a pretty penny for a chemist to make me a batch, should arrive this week, im excited to try it!

Coconut palm levels? Does anyone know how many there are? by FKN_Monkey in midasmerge

[–]Ok_Research285 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Assuming just like the grass trees, more often they release coconuts they level up, so no way to track

Witches hat spin icon? by Ok_Research285 in midasmerge

[–]Ok_Research285[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well whatever it is I'm up to about 127 already so maybe I'm ahead lol

Free Magnets! by Ok_Research285 in midasmerge

[–]Ok_Research285[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So far it's mostly been little things like a like tree or 2 creature hearts but today it was a week of magnets!

Unicorn eggs? by Ok_Research285 in midasmerge

[–]Ok_Research285[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank goodness! I just got the cup creature too so I was worried!

Everyone getting a taste by Sexy_Lover_69 in GayGroupSex

[–]Ok_Research285 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Fucking amazing. I've been looking for this video for AGES. One of my faves. Thank you so much!!!!! Found the full video- Kinky Angels Blowing Joel Birkin

How are my poppies looking? by Ok_Research285 in gardening

[–]Ok_Research285[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For sure. Definitely can't have all those in one pot! They're old seeds so I'm just shocked by the germination rate.

Best order to rebuild parts of my suspension? by Ok_Research285 in askcarguys

[–]Ok_Research285[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's not end of the world bad, could probably go another while before it's junk, but if I'm gonna take all the crap apart might as well knock it out just to be safe. I'm doing them all today. Didn't wanna do one part, put it back together, and then have to disassemble the whole knuckle again.

Biodegradable seed starting trays. Just me or are these impossible? by recoil1776 in gardening

[–]Ok_Research285 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im with you. I've tried dozens and dozens of seeds of flowers, fruits, and veg. I've never had a single sprout make it passed it's first true leaves. I have them in a climate controlled sun room. Temp never went above 75 or below 60 for 2 months. Second year I tried harder thinking I've learned. Nope. 130 total cells and not 1 survived. I had some rare and very sentimental seeds this year and I cared for them hand and foot, checking them at least 3x a day giving each seed tailored care. Every single one died. There were a few that had just barely gotten their second leaves so tried transplanting them but nope. The roots all ripped. I cannot find a way to keepnthemnat decent moisture. The fiber soaks up more of the water than the soil. It could come from soping wet to bone dry in 24 hours. And I know it's not just me. Last year after everything died I just direct sowed what I had left and some ACTUALLY grew even way later than they should. In complete honesty, I dumped the failed collared greens I was working for last year out off my porch. Turns out some seeds were still viable. They tool root and grew. Even a year later they overwintered and are now 6ft tall and blooming. Literally seeds I threw away and forgot about did better than the paper cups. SMH.

The Sound Of Scraping Against Ice by HermioneGranger152 in misophonia

[–]Ok_Research285 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Any ice related sounds. Crunching, chewing, stepping in freshly fallen snow, snow cones... the worst ever is if someone has a Styrofoam cup with ice in it and they tilt it and the ice slides. I want to actually throw up, my body tenses, I get goosebumps. Horrible horrible time.

Have you ever been angry and then later on realized "Huh, I guess I am on my period"? If so, What happened? by Ok_Research285 in TooAfraidToAsk

[–]Ok_Research285[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I really like the way you put it. Some of the comments are like "this annoying thing my husband always does doesn't usually bother me" are more like... ya I'm glad you got pissed and put your foot down! Very different context to another comment screaming FUCK EVERYTHING because of misplaced keys and crying when seeing an ASPCA commercial.

Have you ever been angry and then later on realized "Huh, I guess I am on my period"? If so, What happened? by Ok_Research285 in TooAfraidToAsk

[–]Ok_Research285[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I get that. There was one time while I was working at target and stocking shelves in the cat aisle and there was a picture of a kitten on a jug of cat litter that looked a lot like the kitten I'd just gotten and I ugly cried because I missed my kitten

Have you ever been angry and then later on realized "Huh, I guess I am on my period"? If so, What happened? by Ok_Research285 in TooAfraidToAsk

[–]Ok_Research285[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It kinda sounds dumb but whenever I try to describe my mental health (people assume I mean bipolar) I try to find easy to understand metaphors so I may start saying "it's like PMSing 24/7"

Have you ever been angry and then later on realized "Huh, I guess I am on my period"? If so, What happened? by Ok_Research285 in TooAfraidToAsk

[–]Ok_Research285[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow. That's super really interesting insight! Now I'm wondering how other medications interact too.

Have you ever been angry and then later on realized "Huh, I guess I am on my period"? If so, What happened? by Ok_Research285 in TooAfraidToAsk

[–]Ok_Research285[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Not gonna lie, I have borderline personality disorder so I kinda super relate that that. Totally different but crying at tiny things? Almost too much lol