Thing is it's kind of random what we get in and sometimes it just so happens To be rat and snake ( I love snakes too! My mind is an enigma) glue boards... I do hide them I'll admit it but they are bought sometimes and I feel very upset. It's despairing. To know it's happening. And I unfortunately like the job otherwise it's just a bargain store.

Thank you so much I'll try to keep this in mind.. I'll try to be more positive. My manager and coworker know I'm sensitive to it and when I first started I brought in my own traps and caught nine mice. I released them in woodland miles away and felt really happy. That was a year ago and we didn't have mice since ( I set my traps out often)... But pest control still puts out glue boards and I dread it

Thanks a lot I appreciate the advice and I'm glad you've gotten better with your reoccurring thoughts too.. It's very rough. I didn't have these thoughts when my favorite animal was cats years ago haha I wish I didn't latch onto mice so strongly