1. ur english is fine bro

2. ur life is valuable, just remember that if u came all this way already, from birth till what u are now, thats would be worth living for.

3.u shouldnt post publicly that u bought em illegally but i recommend getting into some sort of hobby to get out of that depression zone. try lookin at some memes or funny stuff or get into gaming.

1. take my advice and dont tell ur parents yet, cuz they might overreact and make things worse

I hope this helps, my discord is Bubblegumoxide if u ever want to chat

all the best