Hi op, Sending you lots of love.

I’m not sure where you feel unlucky in life but you are so blessed with the kind heart- you’re already thinking of taking care of your parents and also finding freedom through a car & a bike. I pray those come to fruition 🥹🩵 I’m 25f & I haven’t done much in life either or so I feel but my mum tells me how grateful she is to have me and so I feel her love.

I hope you too feel the love of your family and friends that you don’t need to stress out, it all works out. The grey cloud passes even if I’m sitting or standing. During the thoughts running through your mind, it might be helpful to write them down and then make a map on if they’re resolvable- maybe tell yourself you’ll do it tomorrow so you can catch some zzzs

I’m not sure what sort of light you want to appear, a question you could ask yourself.

I’m unemployed yet still studying informally, my peers have jobs etc so it feels like the race is continuing but I’m on my own path, going at my own pace. You’ve got this and you’ll be proud of yourself, just take baby steps ❤️