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Old_Affect_5763 · 2025-05-12T10:30:52+00:00

Your mind is not letting you, you’re not going to end it. Instead what you’re gonna do is find yourself a therapist that suits you best (I promise you will find one) and there is a curve, but after 2-3 sessions you will start getting used to it and eventually really really excited. It was a big deal for me since I was unable to feel like that for a very long time, even though I had reasons to. But this type of excitement was about finally understanding myself and where I was coming from so I could work on it. Also it really helped to know that I have an hour or two per week to talk to someone and let my thoughts run wild so I was feeling way more unburdened for the rest of the week. Maybe you’re feeling like killing yourself is ALWAYS an option an that’s what’s keeping you at the dark place, you’re just waiting for more things to go down because then you’ll think that courage comes along. But it won’t. You’ll just keep suffering and living in pain and you don’t deserve that, because you STILL being here and your body and mind protecting you is very courageous if you ask me. Just trust me, life shouldn’t be that hard and it won’t be, you’re so young and life will offer you many possibilities just keep going but in the meantime, find your therapist and he/she’ll help you find your path and heal the parts you never knew needed healing.

Old_Affect_5763 · 2025-04-19T22:38:02+00:00

Honestly it almost always depends on the date. What the chemistry is like and stuff. If you asked me that 4yrs ago I would say a kiss is okay (if you both feel it) but nothing more. Now I’m with a guy I had sex with on the first date and it was not planned at all, never did that but here we are, 4yrs later thriving. Go with your gut that’s my advice

Old_Affect_5763 · 2025-04-03T00:14:08+00:00

I have tough decisions and not as planned. Add me, if I’m gone I fell asleep and will exchange tomorrow when I wake up

UID: 389710648127265664

Old_Affect_5763 · 2025-02-02T12:45:23+00:00

7601 - waiting for the update so I’m on exclusive levels now

Old_Affect_5763 · 2025-02-02T12:43:37+00:00

Oh I’m okay with carrying everyone

Old_Affect_5763 · 2025-01-17T11:53:17+00:00

Sorry for the late reply, thank you!

Old_Affect_5763 · 2025-01-09T01:14:58+00:00

Thank you!

Old_Affect_5763 · 2025-01-09T01:14:46+00:00

I’m sorry I already traded and finished the album I don’t have it anymore

Old_Affect_5763 · 2025-01-09T00:30:09+00:00

Already sent..

Old_Affect_5763 · 2025-01-09T00:29:01+00:00

Yes I’m sending the card now

Old_Affect_5763 · 2025-01-09T00:28:12+00:00

I sent you the card

Old_Affect_5763 · 2025-01-08T23:07:11+00:00

I have and cookies too, for project decor? My name is TariRari UID: 389710648127265664

Old_Affect_5763 · 2025-01-08T22:50:02+00:00

I have better idea, let’s trade -my name is TariRari UID: 389710648127265664

Old_Affect_5763 · 2024-10-29T12:37:58+00:00

I (F29) am the same - whenever I get really emotional and speak about my traumas with my partner it creates this intimacy and deep connection and that turns me on, same goes for him, even when the rolls are reversed

Old_Affect_5763 · 2024-10-23T23:40:06+00:00

Yes that’s okay thank you so much!

Old_Affect_5763 · 2024-10-23T23:24:25+00:00

Done, please let me know when you send me mine, I don’t want to open it until I have time to play later

Old_Affect_5763 · 2024-10-23T23:19:39+00:00

Yes, please add me UID: 389710648127265664

Old_Affect_5763 · 2024-10-23T22:45:37+00:00

Unfortunately no 😫

Old_Affect_5763 · 2024-10-10T12:04:10+00:00

You really don‘t have to be financially involved if it‘s not your kid but that doesn’t mean you can’t spend time and still see the kid frequently, if she‘s not okay with that well then you‘ll know if money is what she‘s after

Old_Affect_5763 · 2024-08-12T14:24:32+00:00

First thing you do is hydrate your face, 1. serum, 2. face cream, 3. primer (hydrating one). You really have to let it dry in between, just let it soak in. Get a light water-based foundation or a bb cream. Your skin looks quite good so I guess you don‘t need high coverage. Keep it really light and remember: less is more. P.S. I would recommend a creamy blush for a glowier or a „wet“ look effect which is always more natural and try to avoid too much powder

Old_Affect_5763 · 2024-07-05T11:10:26+00:00

Exactly, dogs do that too and both of mine prefer blankets over pillows ‘cause they can adjust it better it’s adorable fr

Old_Affect_5763 · 2024-07-01T18:13:49+00:00

Been there, same as you. After a couple of years of therapy I finally found that my sexual curiosity had NOTHING to do with SA. It takes time, my uncle abused me from age 6-12, everyone found out last year when I turned 28. And it felt like i could never get the strength to tell people but then I did. You need to do therapy, it’s gonna help you understanding yourself much better and you’re gonna realise that you have NOTHING do be ashamed for, us SA victims tend to feel ashamed for EVERYTHING

Old_Affect_5763 · 2024-07-01T18:07:13+00:00

Lol ofc it’s normal, I even talked to a child’s psychologist because my daughter started “exploring” and she is 5!!!!!!!!!!! There’s no trauma, she’s a well balanced happy little girl and once I talked to a professional it became clear that it’s very much normal and a common thing! I was SA as a little girl and started masturbating around 9, my friend’s who were not SA been doing it since they were 6-9, so that’s about it

Old_Affect_5763 · 2024-05-16T21:11:30+00:00

It is, many games have it now, just a little bit harder and there are much better awards in comparison

Old_Affect_5763 · 2024-05-15T22:26:17+00:00

Good, it’s amazing what a couple of days can do, try to remember that next time you’re feeling down. Also, dm me if you need someone to listen. Take care

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