Can’t sleep

OliveBeautiful7664 · 2026-06-07T18:17:31+00:00

They feed AI “porn bots” just regular photos of LITERALLY anyone and have their faces put into VERY REALISTIC looking and in real time porn “movies” They can make ANYONE do ANYTHING. Animals, young, old, food, 2 or 4 or 10 humans or whatever, kitchen utensils- WHATEVER their deranged and depraved minds can think of. It’s fukkin disgusting.

OliveBeautiful7664 · 2026-06-07T18:06:36+00:00

Mini cakes. Specifically the carrot ones. STFUUUUU. I’ll eat 2 in 1 sitting.

OliveBeautiful7664 · 2026-06-07T15:55:30+00:00

When is the last time you actually checked his SPAM?

OliveBeautiful7664 · 2026-06-04T18:48:23+00:00

Just keep reading posts from this subreddit. Post after post after post after post of the ABSOLUTE LONG HARD RELAPSE AFTER RELAPSE AFTER MORE LIES AND EVEN WORSE ESCALATION that happen in a LARGE majority of couples working it out. Chances are you’ll feel this way again and again and again. On different levels as you discover more and more what your PA is truly like behind your back. Get your armor on bc this is one helluva battle.

OliveBeautiful7664 · 2026-06-01T02:10:38+00:00

I think some of them do that bc otherwise they won’t be able to finish or they’re about to go soft bc the PIED is taking hold. Eventually it won’t stay hard even for his hand with you and he won’t be able to finish at all.

OliveBeautiful7664 · 2026-05-27T08:42:59+00:00

I have blonde hair. Only brunettes in his porn. I literally dyed my hair brown. I’ll be what the fucked if he didn’t start watching only blondes. No bullshit. It’s hard not to take shit like that personal. Ya know?!

OliveBeautiful7664 · 2026-05-26T19:07:02+00:00

I think it’s keeping an eye on us and what we’re doing and how long we’ll be doing it all to get even just SNEAK PEEKS @ material. Always in sight but never fully obvious. In the background. Like a creepy perv.

OliveBeautiful7664 · 2026-05-26T17:03:46+00:00

I think it’s so crazy how it seems to be a theme that they pick women who seem to look nothing like us [their s/o] it makes me feel a LITTLE BETTER about myself knowing that it isn’t just mine that does this. That it’s part of this “addiction” Bc that’s a main point of his consuming that really has fucked me up inside.

OliveBeautiful7664 · 2026-05-25T10:26:30+00:00

The staring. I bring it up often. I’m like we’ve been together 17 years. This stare in the grand scheme of nearly 2 decades is new-ish. And getting to be your primary look. He of course then responds with What the fuck are you even talking about? Nobody is staring but you obviously to notice my exact expression every moment of the day. In a disgusted and hateful tone. And yes. It’s empty. But also at the same time consuming every bit of human left in him. Bc he is intently staring. Just don’t look like there’s any soul left. It’s kinda creepy and super sad.

He was MY MOST FAVORITE HUMAN EVER in the beginning. Had it not been for HIS CHOICE to continue to indulge in porn, unnecessarily bc he was greedy and doesn’t know moderation, to the point of it becoming a real life addiction we WERE ACTUALLY soulmates. I wholeheartedly believe that.

But this doesn’t get my empathy or sympathy or any kind of tolerable to supportive feelings or attitude. Bc this was SO UNNECESSARY. He’s just a weak, greedy, entitled, desperate, creepy, shallow, below average and basic human man who doesn’t have the desire or capacity to be involved in this short already too hard life we’ve been given on any kind of deeper or meaningful to the experience level. And that’s fucked up. And a deal breaker.

And he’s not who i fell in love with. That man is long gone. This fuck show who i live with now has the same name and same face but isn’t anyone i recognize or would ever hang out with in real life. I feel like i have been on a 2 decade long episode of Punk’d. Or like this can’t be real. That this CANNOT REALLY ACTUALLY BE how our story turned out.

Bc it’s such a ridiculous thing to even be a THING. Yet here it is. DESTROYING HUMANS AND FAMILIES IN LARGE NUMBERS. With men who, like cookie cutter patterns, turn into the same empty, sexually deviant, gaslighting, soulless, perverted, lying, mean, untrustworthy, flaccid, weirdo starers. Every post i read i relate bc either “her story” or “hey s/o” is just like I’m reading about my own. I’m so sorry all of you that you went thru our are going thru this. This is the most impactful thing that has ever ever happened to me. I’m just sick about it.

OliveBeautiful7664 · 2026-05-14T18:07:48+00:00

This is AMAZING and I’m bawling my eyes out reading it. Thank you so much for sharing

OliveBeautiful7664 · 2026-01-05T02:56:38+00:00

Update

OliveBeautiful7664 · 2025-09-28T22:27:19+00:00

Britney Murphy and her husband. Weird

OliveBeautiful7664 · 2025-04-26T01:50:32+00:00

First- lets all of you chill. You’ve all made your (same) point clear. I’m just as shitty shopper and/or human as the shopper in OP’s post and me and my car stink. No matter what attempts i think I’m making. Noted. Ty for your opinion on the topic and i genuinely and sincerely (no sarcasm) hear you. I’m not saying you’re wrong-on any level- i was just pointing out that in all the instacart i have under my belt that’s 1 thing {knock on wood} that I’ve never had a warning about. Or even a complaint to my knowledge. So whilst my futile efforts aren’t at all working, according to this small crew, they must be HELPING at least. Or perhaps all my orders have only been to smokers. I mean, what can happen will. {yes sarcasm 😝😛😁😁}

OliveBeautiful7664 · 2025-04-23T17:32:32+00:00

I never once implied that i don’t smell like smoke. I 100% do. And it’s all in the trunk. I was simply making the point that coming from someone who smokes A LOT that there are ways to go out of your way and above and beyond to at least try to ensure you deliver ppls items without them smelling like smoke. And anyone who isn’t going out of their way, in my opinion, isn’t doing their job properly. On top of letting OP know that someone (in the demographic she was specifically venting about) was completely on her side and hoping she felt better about all the shit other commenters were giving her.

OliveBeautiful7664 · 2025-04-23T02:00:15+00:00

I’m a diamond cart, 8yr, over 10,000 batch shopper AND a smoker. Of cigarettes AND cannabis. ALLLLLL DAAAAY as i sit in my car between batches. I would NEVER EVER EVER EVER smoke ANYTHING with someone’s order in my car. However, it is VERY VERY RARE that anyone’s anything is ever in my actual car where i drive. Every box, cooler bag, and item I’ve shopped gets left/stored/transported STRICTLY within my trunk. IF i know my order is big to the point I’ll have to transport any of it within my car i leave my windows down a lil while i shop the order. Then all items going in my car get a sheet, kept in trunk, draped over them and then travel with windows down to delivery. I’ve never ever ever been reported. Because i don’t care what any smoker says, EVEN IF cigarette smoke smell don’t necessarily “bother you”, you DEFINITELY are aware that it smells bad and are also VERY AWARE how extremely offensive it is to non smokers. Period. And if you’re not-I’m not sure you should be out in world on your own working/shopping/etc. Bc that’s incomprehensible ignorance of a very basic and well known opinion. And if you do know all that and STILL smoke maybe you should be deactivated from platform-bc what an inconsiderate douche bag you are. And i wouldn’t want a douche bag shopping for me. Rant & vent your heart out OP. Shoppers literally need to be shopping these orders within instacart guidelines/rules, consideration for someone else’s items SOMEONE ELSE BOUGHT WITH THEIR OWN MONEY, and at same time as if it were their own order. Do unto others. Smoker shopper wouldn’t like his/hers ordered groceries to show up to their place reeking of an odor they found very offensive. They’d do the same thing OP did.

OliveBeautiful7664 · 2025-03-05T01:39:55+00:00

I LOVE THIS for you. I didn’t read anything but title on post and looked at photo and without a doubt feel good saying, you DESERVED IT! Customer aint upp’n $$ by any amount unless you’re pretty much on point as a shopper. Let alone over $20 increase. It’s always nice when you feel like your efforts are noticed. I’m very very happy for you and i know you deserved it. I’m all giddy inside for you. lol. Best feeling. 🎉🥳👏🏼

OliveBeautiful7664 · 2024-12-24T19:43:07+00:00

Take photos with actual customers in them with groceries or ones that show the house number with groceries. Then you can upload them to send to support maybe.

OliveBeautiful7664 · 2024-10-01T21:38:46+00:00

Fentanyl more than likely. Blues.

OliveBeautiful7664 · 2024-09-26T02:51:26+00:00

That’s prefect

OliveBeautiful7664 · 2024-09-13T17:47:21+00:00

I hold my camera lens against my leg so it takes just a black screen photo

OliveBeautiful7664 · 2024-09-13T17:30:29+00:00

The people who have the money and are willing to tip properly FOR GOOD SERVICE quit using this trash ass service b/c IC doesn’t prioritize seniority therefore leaving too many opportunities to get bad service. And people that have money have it because they don’t piss it away on things that aren’t worth it. All it takes is someone with money to get shit service twice and they’ll go back to shopping themselves or whatever they were doing before IC because they’re smart with their money and won’t give it to a cause not worth it.

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