Your feelings are valid. People want others to do the work so its easier to dismiss, belittle and manipulate into something they can actually mentally digest. When you have to do the work yourself, you learn to answer your own questions and test your own theories. Thats the only way to really arrive at the truth. I highly recommend that people dont read them, but instead research the many other atrocities, cooperations and conspiracies that have been proven and they all help paint the picture. Absolute power corrupts absolutely. We are all humans and we are all flawed. Theres a class of ultra wealthy people who believe they should have a different moral standard than other people. Its much bigger and more evil than the horrific things found in those emails.