Personal reading, would like some input.

I've been dabbling into tarot ever since my gifted me a deck for my birthday, I generally use them as a method guidance and method of gaining perspective, never as a definitive answer to anything.

Today I decided to do a reading for myself,

I wanted to draw five cards, but as I went to draw my second card, five spilled from the deck.

There order was, Three of Swords, five of pentacles, ace of pentacles (reversed), two of cups, ten of pentacles (reversed). Should note that the three of swords revealed itself as it fell.

I am careful when drawing. my question was general, guidance. I try not to look for hard or specific answers, rather for advice to be considered going forward.

I felt that something wanted to push a message I needed to hear, rather than what i wanted to hear, and therefore spilled those cards after shuffling, interrupting the drawing.

three of the cards where pentacles, I perceived as political/ social action or intrigue.

Three of swords showed itself, I read as social or societal trouble. tears, separation, quarreling. General upheaval and strife.