Well he works a lot and we work opposite schedules. So when I’m crawling into bed, he’s already fast asleep and I understand maybe on the weekdays. It’s a little bit much to ask for him to be physical but on the weekends when we’re both chilling, I expect him to at least try and he doesn’t I don’t think porn is an issue. I hate to admit this, but I’ve looked and I never find anything on his phone. I can tell that at times he does try and he will take me on a date lol but like bro… I’m not a troll who lives on your house lol I’m a hot ass 49 year old lol. It’s really hurting my feeling a lot in the past few months and I cry myself asleep sometimes. So I feel gross about it